u/MajorityOfThem

I hate that Im stooping so low as to post on this negative cesspool of a website but here I am

Wasted my first 2 years in college with someone I thought I would marry...dedicated all my time to them. Now I am back to square 1. I have NO ONE to talk to. I have no one to say good morning or good night to, no one to text between classes or talk/vent about my day. No one to hang out with on the weekends, no one to share photos I took, no one to play games with. I have so many fun Steam games like Lethal Company, or Peak, or BeamNG, just sitting there absolutely useless jjst teasing me

My weekends consist of doomscrolling for hours, drinking 2-3 large cups of coffee a day, and playing miserable online games with randoms who cuss up a storm and make fun of me

But you know whats so weird... people like me. I usually get a decent bit of people who enjoy my company and clearly want to hang out with me. The problem is I dont like THEM! They are annoying, our personalities dont match, we don't have hobbies or passions in common. What the hell does that even mean. Am I too picky All I want are no superficial friends. I want loyal friends, I want things in common with people...am I being picky

I can accept if after 2 yrs of dating it doesn't work...but FRIENDS!! He was my ONLY FRIEND!! I dread dread dread the weekends now!! I LITERALLY have absolutely no one to play with. I want to play!! Thats how I bond with people, thats what makes me happy! I want to play!!!

And you know whats even worse, he was the only friend I ever made in my entire life. As a kid, I didn't have friends. As a teen, I didn't have friends. As an adult, I had my boyfriend who I called my best friend as that was so much more endearing and meaningful to me.

I thought after meeting him I was finally out of my friendless years. I was so happy...I thought things were changing. I'm right back where I started and I dont even mean college. I mean I have nothing to show for my entire life.

I was depressed because of my loneliness for years and thought I was finally out of it...No...Right back to my lonely unimportant existence

I hate that Im stooping so low as to post on this negative cesspool of a website but here I am

Wasted my first 2 years in college with someone I thought I would marry...dedicated all my time to them. Now I am back to square 1. I have NO ONE to talk to. I have no one to say good morning or good night to, no one to text between classes or talk/vent about my day. No one to hang out with on the weekends, no one to share photos I took, no one to play games with. I have so many fun Steam games like Lethal Company, or Peak, or BeamNG, just sitting there absolutely useless jjst teasing me

My weekends consist of doomscrolling for hours, drinking 2-3 large cups of coffee a day, and playing miserable online games with randoms who cuss up a storm and make fun of me

But you know whats so weird... people like me. I usually get a decent bit of people who enjoy my company and clearly want to hang out with me. The problem is I dont like THEM! They are annoying, our personalities dont match, we don't have hobbies or passions in common. What the hell does that even mean. Am I too picky All I want are no superficial friends. I want loyal friends, I want things in common with people...am I being picky

I can accept if after 2 yrs of dating it doesn't work...but FRIENDS! He was my ONLY FRIEND! I dread dread dread the weekends now! I LITERALLY have absolutely no one to play with! I want to play! Thats how I bond with people, thats what makes me happy! I want to play!

And you know whats even worse, he was the only friend I ever made in my entire life. As a kid, I didn't have friends. As a teen, I didn't have friends. As an adult, I had my boyfriend who I called my best friend as that was so much more endearing and meaningful to me.

I thought after meeting him I was finally out of my friendless years. I was so happy...I thought things were changing. I'm right back where I started and I dont even mean college. I mean I have nothing to show for my entire life.

I hate that Im stooping so low as to post on this negative cesspool of a website but here I am

Wasted my first 2 years in college with someone I thought I would marry...dedicated all my time to them. Now I am back to square 1. I have NO ONE to talk to. I have no one to say good morning or good night to, no one to text between classes or talk/vent about my day. No one to hang out with on the weekends, no one to share photos I took, no one to play games with. I have so many fun Steam games like Lethal Company, or Peak, or BeamNG, just sitting there absolutely useless jjst teasing me

My weekends consist of doomscrolling reddit for hours, drinking 2-3 large cups of coffee a day, and playing miserable online games with randoms who cuss up a storm and make fun of me

But you know whats so weird... people like me. I usually get a decent bit of people who enjoy my company and clearly want to hang out with me. The problem is I dont like THEM! They are annoying, our personalities dont match, we don't have hobbies or passions in common. What the hell does that even mean. Am I too picky? All I want are no superficial friends. I want loyal friends, I want things in common with people...am I being picky?

I can accept if after 2 yrs of dating it doesn't work...but FRIENDS!!!!! He was my ONLY FRIEND!!!!!! I dread dread dread the weekends now!!!!!! I LITERALLY have absolutely no one to play with!!! I want to play!!! Thats how I bond with people, thats what makes me happy!!!! I want to play!!!!

And you know whats even worse, he was the only friend I ever made in my entire life. As a kid, I didn't have friends. As a teen, I didn't have friends. As an adult, I had my boyfriend who I called my best friend as that was so much more endearing and meaningful to me.

I don't want to die but I can't live any more of this. I thought after meeting him I was finally out of my friendless years. I was so happy...I thought things were changing. I'm right back where I started and I dont even mean college. I mean I have nothing to show for my entire life.

Hi,

I have a goldfish that developed SBD a couple weeks ago, he floats upside down with his belly to the air. Previously he was happy and healthy for months, this developed seemingly randomly over a couple of days.

However, if I gently press on his belly/around his bum area, it depresses in like poking a deflated balloon. It doesn't stay depressed if I let go, but it is very very easy to poke his skin inwards. It feels like he has air trapped under the skin, it's not solid at all.

Is this even a swim bladder issue? Is it his intestines? I've fasted, fed peas, nothing is making it better. He's very unhappy and keeps trying desperately to swim to the bottom of the tank. I've been hand-feeding him and applying stress coat to his belly to prevent burns.

What can I even do about this? What's causing it? Every other goldfish in the tank is very happy. Nitrates never higher than 10, ammonia always 0, water quality is very good. The only thing I changed somewhat recently is I added a heater set to 72. No pineconing