My ex (19f) drunk called me (19m) 3 weeks after breakup
I was in the train on my way home, catching a nap, suddenly i get a call from my ex, i picked it up and she told me she was drunk, i asked her where she is so she told me shes at a bar near her college. I asked her if shes okay, she said yes and then she started asking if i was with some other girl. I denied and i told her im in train going home. I told her that ill book a cab for her but she refused repeatedly, then her friend called her, so she told me she will call later, while cutting the call she said i love you multiple times.
So the context is that, me and her met on hinge, we were dating for 6 months but then we broke up because she didn’t trust me enough and i had hurt her. I tried my best to reconcile, gave gifts, photo frames, made a sketch of her. But she told me she cant be with someone she cant trust. Its been like 3 weeks since we last talked until this call. I feel like calling her many times but i hesitate, i dont wanna get blocked. I stalk her all the time even though she has removed me from her socials. Although its not healthy behaviour, im trying to keep myself busy.
But this call made me feel that she misses me. Her college just started and its been a week. Later after the call, i texted her if she reached home safely and i asked hows college and all, she said that shes all alone and she doesnt like people there. I told her that she can call or text me anytime. I think she just feels embarrassed but im not really sure
All the reddit people, i really want your advice over this issue and i just wanna have a rough idea over what she might be exactly feeling. I still do love her and even though slowly, i do want to fix things. All kinds of help would be appreciated 🙏🏼
Post update: the reason we broke up because back when we just started talking, one of my classmate used to flirt with me on texts and she saw those texts. Although i ghosted that classmate back then but she felt i betrayed her. Mind you guys, we had just started talking from hinge and even she used to talk to another guy from hinge, but i never paid attention to it because we weren’t even dating.