u/MarinMelan

It was on May 16 he left me. He filed about a week later and today it was finalized. I feel sick to my core.

I signed my divorce papers yesterday at the front door of my parents' house, where I'm staying currently. Ironically, it's the same door you picked me up at on our first date to see Forbidden Kingdom 18 years ago. It's strange to think 10 years of marriage and an 18 year relationship came down to a signature. I feel like I signed my death certificate as stupid as that sounds. I didn't want the divorce. But I didn't fight it. Once you have made up your mind, nothing changes it I have learned these 18 years. I hope you find what is missing.

I signed my divorce papers yesterday at the front door of my parents' house, where I'm staying currently. Ironically, it's the same door you picked me up at on our first date to see Forbidden Kingdom 18 years ago. It's strange to think 10 years of marriage and an 18 year relationship came down to a signature. I feel like I signed my death certificate as stupid as that sounds. I didn't want the divorce. But I didn't fight it. Once you have made up your mind, nothing changes it I have learned these 18 years. I hope you find what is missing.

I'm rewatching Frieren and for some reason, her view of time as an elf really resonates with me. I feel like I'm similar despite obviously not being an elf.

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I feel my ex-husband is like most people who struggle to get all they want done in order to leave something behind. In his case, he wanted children that I could not give him due to age and health issues.

18 years together and 10 years married... But he still left me. He said it was my fault, but if it was would I want to keep trying? He just walked away like I meant nothing. It hurts so much. It's been two weeks and I thought I would surely die from this pain, but here I am heartbroken.

Week 3: I've been served divorce papers and I don't think I can make it through this.

About 2 weeks ago, my husband left me. This is the beginning of the third week and I just got served divorce papers.

My heart can't take this. 18 years together and he just threw it away.

18 years together and 10 years married... But he still left me. He said it was my fault, but if it was would I want to keep trying? He just walked away like I meant nothing. It hurts so much. It's been two weeks and I thought I would surely die from this pain, but here I am heartbroken.

Week 3: I've been served divorce papers and I don't think I can make it through this.

I think I have hit rock bottom... My husband left me yesterday after going to his dad's in Idaho for two weeks. He's now staying at his mom's. I'm at my parents because I can't stand being in the apartment we created a life together in. I only have been going back for my cats. I was married for 10 years, together for 17 years and this is what I have now... I know it's my fault. My depression and anxiety over moving to Idaho has taken over my life. I checked into an Intensive Outpatient Program but I guess it was a little too late... I'm not sure how to move on from here despite everyone giving me advice (some great, some not so great). I just want to let my feelings out here.