u/MarzalirnParasite

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this film will consist of sensitive topics relating to mental health and i’m hoping to find a community who might enjoy and or relate to it. :3

i hate my body it’s so disgusting, my scars are gross and not even valid i’ve disfigured my body and ruined it i get stared at in public and i hate it. i hate this body all its good for is being used, i can’t have anything to myself, ill never be my own person. this body disgusts me i consider letting everything go everyday, its always my fault for every issue. i break everything i touch. i’m not worth it. i don’t understand how anyone could understand being around such an annoying thing like me. i hate this body. i hate it. i’m tired im just so tired i want to sleep forever. i’ll never be skinny enough to be considered pretty or attractive. people only talk to me out of pitty, i don’t know if i can keep doing this i feel like a shell of what once was a person. i might not be around much longer i might not i dont know know what to do anymore. i hope sleeping will help but all it dose is bring me panic attacks.. i just want to be at peace

art comission for u/bean_cult

i was SA-ed and r worded a few years back, and i chose to upload a video talking about my experience and how the police didn’t do anything, this one guy comments a very insensitive comment which has genuinely made me loose hope in lots of ways. for the sake of this being a silly boi post i will not mention the acts the man did to me but know its enough to the point i feel like sandpaper wouldn’t even be enough to get his vile touch off of me. i feel disgusted with my body daily, i hate living in a body that’s been touched in ways i never asked for. i just hate myself more and more as the days go on. Even after all the evidence they didn’t do anything. i don’t know what to do anymore. i’m tired of victims being silenced and the perpetrator gets to be free. i’m just so tired, im losing hope in life, my mental health is decreasing by the day. i’m getting worse mentally and physically.

anyways be safe critters.. you’re all awesome and i appreciate and love you all, remember stay silly