Theres not much special in here tbh, its the OG Kokujo Deck and then a mish mash off other smaller purchases I made. They're all classics
And the Phantasmal Gigazald is creased:(
How much would they be worth? I alpologise not a lot of darkness on show but Im sure you can google the contents of the Kokujo deck. I have a folder full of 1 or 2 spares of most of them that would be included
So as the title suggests. I just braved it for the first time after maybe a DECADE of thinking about breaking through, and got hold of a DMT vape.
I was quite nervous, to the point where the first go at it, I didnt quite breakthrough.
I shut my eyes and there was like, infinite fractals of colours. I cant really remember how to describe properly, but I felt like my very essence was being observed, and investigated. And I was deemed not ready, because I had been hesitant and hadn't fully commited.
After a few minutes of being closer to earth. I had a think, that I'd kind of backed out last second. But I remembered another comment on here where someone said their motto was "Everything's alright, just hold on tight",
And I just went right. Just go. Properly
Had some lonnnnng drags. Maybe 4? Held in. Release. Repeat.
And: Oh.. My..
I see now why people struggle to describe it, like visually Im not going to even bother because it will never do it justice but the only way I can describe it is: I was shown everything. Just everything. And I could tell they were pleased I'd gone for it and let go of control. I felt so looked after and as the indescribable was shown to me I could tell I had tears of joy coming out of where my head used to be.. when Id eventually come back I realised I did have happy tears all down my face and I was smiling so much..
Idk why Im writing this other than to hopefully encourage anyone nervous that it'll be okay.
As for those more experienced. How was your first breakthrough??
And how long do people leave between experiences??