u/MightOk9482

I hate being alive and I don’t want to feel like this anymore, I want to enjoy being alive. I have bad anhedonia and treatment resistant depression. Does spravato help with this? I have tried TMS and multiple medications but nothing has helped so far. I currently take sertraline and have been on it for 5 months. I set an appointment to see a spravato provider next week

I had a terrible dream last night. In my dream I had woken up from a coma and during that time there was a war going on in America. My sister told me my brother was drafted and had died during it. This destroyed me and my family was not the same. She then said that my best friend was told that I had died and he had moved away a long time ago. I went to his house but someone else was living there and I had no way of contacting him again. He was gone too. This dream really upset me and I don’t know why I had it

I hate my job and want to do something different. I work full time but I will be dropping down to part time in the fall. I’m going back to college full time, will work part time, and will live with my parents again. I’m going to school for nursing and my plan is to get a cna or hospital job when the fall semester is over and I have my certifications. So in late December or beginning of January I hope to have a position. My question is would it be worth switching stores because I will quit again in 4-5 months. It would be a nice change switching stores but I don’t know if it’s worth doing. I also don’t want to quit the company because I have really good health insurance in it and can’t lose that. I’m thinking of going back to the first store I worked at because I loved it there, and I hate where I’m at now. Advice on what to do?

I take 150mg of sertraline for treatment resistant depression and have had no benefit from it. I’ve been on it since January 25th. My psychiatrist said I could try adding on Lybalvi but the side effects of it scare me I’m scared to take it. But I want relief I want to feel better. I have tried TMS and multiple other medications but they have failed. Advice?