I probably won't find any here considering that it's so hard to get and the fact that its at least 500 dollars on ebay but I will pay at any reasonable price. I'll even pay for the shipping fee if possible.
Preferably not too overpriced and has complete clothes but no pet is okay
Preferably someone who can ship internationally since i leave outside of the US and Canada and hopefully not too overpriced
No pet is okay
My priority is crumbs sugar cookie and toffee cocoa cuddles but im open to other dolls as well
I know there are other websites like mercari and ebay and thrift stores, but as someone who lives outside of the US I only have access to online stores. The listings I see on mercari seem overpriced like almost a hundred dollars..or is that supposed to be normal? Considering that they don’t sell them anymore. I was able to find most of the lalaloopsies I wanted but i’m unsure if it’s legit. Another lalaloopsy I’m having a hard time finding is cake dunk n crumble, the full size one not the mini. Please let me know where else I can get them, i’ve been wanting to collect lalaloopsies :(((
Long story short, due to my severe burnout and probation, I most likely won’t be able to enroll this semester and the enrollment period has already past. For context, yung lolo and lola ko ang nagpapaaral at nagpalaki sakin. I don’t live with my mom or dad. As much as I want to tell the truth rn, I decided to wait until I get my diagnosis. I have an appointment with pgh next month, so hopefully I can get some answers. I decided to take a break because hindi ko na talaga kaya. 2 months of rest was not enough for me and I have not recovered from my academic burnout since 2022. I won’t keep the truth forever, just until I feel ready and when I get the answers I need. For now, I decided to tell them that the classes I needed to take were only available in the second semester. I could care less about graduating late at this point. I’m not kidding when I tell you that I could not understand a SINGLE thing when I read my modules, or just in general. When I’m being called, idk what to answer, like genuinely. Sometimes I need time to think. A part of me feels that my grandparents are ashamed of me because I’m “too old” to be in college (i’m 24).
Desperately looking for friends in katip, idk anyone LOL. We can hang around uptc or regis during our vacant time. I major in bs psych and I play video games like ow, league, and rivals. I’m painfully awkward so it takes time for me to be comfortable. I’m also taken so don’t be a weirdo.
I might do it if I tell my family about the truth about studies/school. How bad I’ve been doing in my classes and how mentally unwell I am. I’ve brought up my mental health issues in 2023 but they made me go back in the next semester. I can’t remember if I told them but I wasn’t ready to go back yet. If this was only about my mom then I wouldn’t be feeling like this in the first place. My mom at least tries to check up on me. In my situation, it’s my grandparents. Sila yung nagpalaki and nagpapaaral sakin. It’s so hard to tell them given that I’m kinda the way that I am because of them. I was yelled at for making mistakes and showing emotion as a child. Never ko yata sila narinig mag sorry. As much as I owe them my life, l always feel pressure simply because I’m the oldest child. I was also their firstborn grandchild. Anyways, about my school, there’s a chance I won’t be able to enroll. I know running away won’t help. But I always feel alone regardless of the people around me. I don’t have many friends to begin with. I’m not close with my relatives either. Everyday I struggle to shower or do basic hygiene. Lagi akong sinasabihan ng lola ko na maglinis ng kuwarto ko. I do try to do it but most of the time it’s really hard for me to get up. I have an appointment at pgh next month. But tbh, I don’t know how much longer I can hold on. I was having thoughts about burning myself. No matter what I say, no one will understand. When I try explaining things, they always react first before I even finish. I just want to take a long break. I dont even mind pausing college for awhile. Idc what age I graduate. I just want to rest.
I lived with my grandparents my whole life and im ngl they kinda made me this way. I know that as an adult, it’s up to me now to make decisions and do things that can help grow but I feel like I wouldn’t have turned out this way if I wasn’t emotionally neglected and yelled at for making mistakes. As a kid, whenever I would try and ask my neighbors to play they would stop me and tell me to just wait for them to ask me. I was yelled at for accidentally breaking a glass, whether it was out of concern or not. I was yelled at for showing emotions. I was yelled at for speaking too softly. It’s like I wasn’t allowed to make mistakes. I was expected to endure it because they “love” me. I’m fully aware that they do genuinely care and love me but it gets to a fucking point. Now they wonder why I don’t say anything when there’s something wrong. I got bullied in school and didn’t tell them until 2 years later. Well, they found out and I didn’t know it was bullying. Then it developed in social anxiety and then avpd. I am mentally and emotionally exhausted from living with then as much as I love them and owe them my life, there’s only so much I can handle. Sometimes I wanna burst out of anger and run away from home.
Ever since last year, I’ve been constantly living in anxiety and always on survival mode. This usually happens when I’m in school. I always assume the worst is going to happen and I almost never look at the bright side of things. I am badly struggling with my grades and I could potentially be kicked out rn as I’m speaking. No one in my family understands what I’m struggling with. They just say, “oh, just learn how to mingle with others” or “just talk”. I would be a billionaire rn if I could count how many times they’ve said that to me my whole life. I get their point but it is not easy. I don’t think avpd is simply just social anxiety. As much as I want to finish college, I genuinely need a break from everything. I took a 2 month break from school but to be honest, it didn’t feel like it. I spent those 2 months overthinking and feeling anxious over school. In the past year, my mental health has badly deteriorated. I can’t prove it to my school because I’m not officially diagnosed with this disorder. My school unfortunately only accommodates those with physical disabilities. I won’t be graduating any time soon, which is fine to me but I feel pressured by my grandparents sometimes because they want to see me be successful and settle down before they pass away. And that’s whats stopping me. The guilt is consuming me for wanting to take a break because I feel like I’m missing opportunities and what I could’ve been if I didn’t struggle so much like this.
I’m palpitating so much. I don’t think I’ll be able to enroll in my uni and my family doesn’t know it. Due to some circumstances, I had to send a letter to the chairperson of my program. I couldn’t send it till now because apparently some people changed offices and I was unaware of it. I am panicking so bad rn because tomorrow is the last day of enrollment and I highly doubt my letter will get approved in time. I do not feel so good. I need help.
Just looking for ppl to hang out with within katip because that’s where I study. I dont have much requirements but it would be cool if someone could go with me to the gym and teach me how to do things. I’ve never been to one before and my anxiety makes it really bad. I also would prefer it if you were into video games as well. My main games are league, overwatch, and rivals.
As the title says, I lied to my family. I told them school was okay when it’s actually not. I was failing back to back. I could not do it. Whenever they would ask about my grades, I would just say that the professor was late in submitting the grades or I would edit it. I know it’s bad and I shouldn’t be doing this in the first place. But it was the sake for my mental health. I already know how much I fucked up, I don’t need to be told that twice. Last time I told them I failed a subject, I locked myself in the bathroom for HOURS. I didn’t want to eat. I wanted to kill myself so bad. I was digging my nails into my skin to punish myself. I was repeatedly mumbling to myself in the bathroom, that I wanna kill myself. No one was with me. I was told that I’m too old to be in college (I’m 24). Idk if I’ll tell the truth at one point but I’m seriously just trying my best to stay alive and survive. It was a bad decision but I didn’t want to feel like that again. The disappointment in their voices was a big trigger for me. No one else knew about this. Not even my friends.
About me:
- 24
- still in college (unfortunately)
- taken (dont try anything weird with me pls)
- play lots of video games but mainly league, rivals, and ow
- bad social anxiety and very awkward
- used to crochet a lot and recently got interested in sewing
- i speak lots of English but marunong naman ako mag tagalog
- i play pickleball
About you:
- around my age
- preferably a girl, guys are fine too just know your boundaries
- into video games too
- be a yapper pls
- lives within metro manila/qc
I talked about here a weeks ago about my probation appeal (for uni) so that I can enroll in this semester. I was supposed to do it 2 weeks ago but I kept putting it off due to my anxiety. And now the last day of the enrollment is on the 11th. I am panicking because I haven’t sent in the appeal. I was told to email the chairperson but apparently it changed and I have to confirm whether it was true or not so I asked the assistant/the person who told me about the appeal. It’s been 2 days and I haven’t heard from them. My worry is that I won’t be able to send my appeal or that it wont get approved in time. I’m not sure what else to do but wait. If I don’t hear back from them by tomorrow or the day after, then I’m screwed. I might have to beg the admissions office to give me a bit more time because of my situation. I am deeply afraid and anxious, what should I do if everything backfires?
I play mostly rivals, ow, league, and tft. I prefer small servers because I just find it less overwhelming to talk in servers T-T also because I have bad social anxiety. Please be chill, I don’t really wanna play with sweats and just wanna have fun with the game.
I’ve been in college since the pandemic, I was 18 when it started and im 24 now. I was struggling mentally in 2023 and thought that it would be better if I shiftd courses. I was on leave too for like a semester and went to therapy for a few sessions. 3 years later, I am STILL struggling with the same problems. I didn’t enroll in our midyear because I was really burnt out. It was 2 months. It still feels like I didn’t get enough rest because I was worrying and feeling very anxious because I was put on probation. I really want to take a break. But knowing my family, they won’t allow it for the 2nd time. I am a severely burnt out student. I have consulted our guidance counselor but it did not help at all in my case. Since the beginning of the year, I was constantly having thoughts of unaliving myself but I didn’t actually want to do it. I fear that it’s the end for me. I have disappointed everyone around me. Especially MYSELF. I have no proof that I have mental health issues aside from the one I had 3 years ago. Enrollment is ongoing but I still haven’t really told anyone about my situation. I am supposed to be graduating this year. But because of some setbacks I had + incomplete subjects, it might take 2 more years for me. I don’t know how much I can hold on. I would be nice if I could talk to someone who can relate.
I’ve been in college since the pandemic, I was 18 when it started and im 24 now. I was struggling mentally in 2023 and thought that it would be better if I shiftd courses. I was on leave too for like a semester and went to therapy for a few sessions. 3 years later, I am STILL struggling with the same problems. I didn’t enroll in our midyear because I was really burnt out. It was 2 months. It still feels like I didn’t get enough rest because I was worrying and feeling very anxious because I was put on probation. I really want to take a break. But knowing my family, they won’t allow it for the 2nd time. I am a severely burnt out student. I have consulted our guidance counselor but it did not help at all in my case. Since the beginning of the year, I was constantly having thoughts of unaliving myself but I didn’t actually want to do it. I fear that it’s the end for me. I have disappointed everyone around me. Especially MYSELF. I have no proof that I have mental health issues aside from the one I had 3 years ago. Enrollment is ongoing but I still haven’t really told anyone about my situation. I am supposed to be graduating this year. But because of some setbacks I had + INC subjects, it might take 2 more years for me. I don’t know how much I can hold on. I would be nice if I could talk to someone who can relate.
I should've done this 1 month ago but I kept putting it off in fear that it'll be rejected and I won't be able to enroll in school. School has already started but the last day of the enrollment is on the 11th. This is my wake up call that I need to do better in order to not get kicked out. I'm having trouble finding the courage to send that email over. I'm not sure how to cope up with this because this is the first time this has happened to me. It feels like the universe is telling me that college/uni isnt for me.
I was feeling severely depressed then I suddenly thought that I don’t have my own support system. I do have friends who have known me for a decade and I cherish them deeply and I have a boyfriend who loves me very much. Some time ago, I considered my friends my support system. A few years ago, we kinda had a little falling out. I was basically called out for venting and vague posting on my main account. Back then, I was 18 and very emotionally unstable. Looking back on it, I get why they did that. Like I get that vague posting about someone is bad and I probably should’ve talked to them. What I didn’t understand was the venting part. Like sure, you didn’t want me venting on my main? Cool. They could’ve told me that as well. One thing I remember that they said was that to not show them that I’m “weak”. I’m still confused to this day but I just let it slip because I didn’t want to lose them. But after that event, I isolated myself from them for 7 months. I think this was when covid peaked and everyone was in quarantine. Ever since them, I stopped talking much about my problems with them. As I’m typing this, I also realize how lonely I am. They are pretty much the only irl friends that I have in my life. As for my boyfriend, he and I are okay. We don’t get into many fights. Mostly me getting upset at the stupidest reasons. But when I talk my problems, It’s a little frustrating because he doesn’t know what to say sometimes. Which I also understand. But yeah, right now, I have no energy to reach out to people, I’m so mentally drained and exhausted from everything. One day, if I ever pass away, my funeral will probably be empty.
