u/Mission-Hotel-5466

TW: mentions of someone attempting, addiction, and generally just heavy shit.

I've been really, really struggling recently. I had to break up with my boyfriend. Me and my younger sibling have become really distant, even though we used to be best friends. My other sibling has been high nonstop and just attempted today. I feel like I'm losing everyone. I miss having friends and family and a partner. I really, really need someone right now. I just want someone to talk to. It's all getting too much. I can't do this alone.

I've been following a homeless woman on Instagram for a little while now and she hasn't been getting enough donations to help her even get a room to stay in for one night. I can't even send her the money because she only uses Cashapp and I can't use Cashapp in my country. I've reached out to six different big accounts on Instagram who usually help people like her, but I've had no replies yet, so does anyone have any advice on how or who can raise awareness for her ???? She's been through so much. I just want her to at least have a safe place to sleep for a few nights.

I apologise if this type of post isn't allowed on this community, but I'm desperate to help her and I don't know who else will know what to do.

The lyrics I remember are "I was careless. You were cautious. You were poison. I was clueless. (Something something). I was sleeping. You were (Something)". It's by a woman and has a sad, calm, melancholic humming type beat. It's possibly by a small artist, but I'm not sure about that.

I just remembered an episode that was really sad, but all I remember about it is that there's a scene where the female victim is sitting on a couch and yelled "Please stop yelling at me !" At the detectives even though they were only upset at her/asking her questions/interrogating her, not raising their voices. I'm pretty sure she was horrifically r#ped as a kid/teenager. I think repeatedly. She was really sensitive and a mess. It wasn't from any of the earlier seasons. That's all I remember. Does anyone know what episode it was/could be ?? I really want to watch it again