u/Money_Bug_9423

Especially as a pisces man. Ive never really gotten over anything in my life. Everything just gets absorbed somehow and the usual methods for dealing with sexual abuse and the like dont seem to really work on us?

Its pretty simple really, you make a bubble bath. The goal is to simply lay there and focus on each bubble as a reflection of yourself merging into each adjacent bubble. Focus on your reflection of your face in each bubble as being equally valid to each other next to it. Watch as the smaller bubbles get absorbed into the larger ones but your reflection remains the same in each. Imagine being that reflection looking back at you in the bathtub. As the last bubble bursts. Imagine the space you are in is the same as that last bubble *of* all the other bubbles

The goal isnt to choose any one particular bubble but to sense the depth of that bubble you are in relation to the other bubbles as being equal in validity but different in timing by their position in time/tempeture of the water and realize it's all just a reflection of you in the tub

So where are you now?

Yet im still paying for nothing. Its so absurd even though a tree hit the pole and smashed the transformer the power company literally doesnt care and nothing is ever done. Apparently im supposed to just replace the pole myself by the looks of it but its literally impossible for innumerable reasons

Does it really denote anything particular when it comes to "starseeds" or has the useful meaning of it been hijacked because I can never get a straight answer about it. Even finding images of what normal blood is supposed to look like is hard cuz when I actually do microscopy on myself it doesnt look normal at all. Its mostly like an orange plasma/ichor shade and hardly red unless its been sitting out in the air for awhile and eventually starts to dry out. Even under basic lighting it has a weird blue string like structure to it and I honestly dont know if its alien or what at this point.

Mine was feb 20th 1989 around 10am est. There was apparently a total lunar eclipse around that time