u/Moogy13

I just decided to start re-watching the series since it moved to Hulu, and I knew that the characters were gonna be very young, but when Lorelai walked into that coffee shop and I got that first glimpse of Luke, it was like oh my God.

Answer found, thank you to everybody who offered suggestions. Y'all are the greatest What kind of phone holder do Trax owners use? There just isn't a location to mount something, and I need a way to keep my phone where I can easily find it. TIA

So back on February 9 I got my new BiPAP machine, switching from APAP, which I had been using with probably 98% compliance for 6 1/2 or seven years. I had developed treatment emergent central sleep apnea, I think that's what they call it. Anyway after all these months on the BiPAP I am still having an AHI that runs in the high teens to the high 20s, with almost every night at least 50% of my events being Central sleep apnea events. So today (well yesterday, but I'm a night owl) my provider told me that she believes I need to do another in hospital titration study, to see if I would benefit from ASV.

Honestly, I am really hoping they switch me to ASV. From everything that I have read, it seems like that would really make a difference.

Anyway I just wanted to update folks, but with the VA moving at the rate of a three legged turtle at times, it's probably going to take at least a few more months.

Today a friend went with me to the lake that my son used to love to walk around when he lived near it, and we spread some of his cremated remains there after playing a couple of songs that had deep meaning. I miss my son, but I also know that he is with me always.

Grief is such a strange creature, you can feel fine for days and then have days where the pain threatens to crush you.

Anyway I just wanted to mark the day by remembering my Sonshine.

For the second time in just a few years, my ferritin levels are super low and the result is having basically zero energy. I hate the thought of stopping, but the way I feel is unbearable. 😞

I need to find a fragrance free moisturizer for dry to very dry faces. I have been using Clinique for years, but they stopped making the one that I was using, and I don't like the stuff that they recommended I try in place of it. It would also be helpful if it could be less than $50 a jar, as I live on a fixed income. TIA

The first Sunday in May, at least in the United States, is Bereaved Mother's Day. So for the others in this subject who our mothers who have lost a file (regardless of age), please know that you're not alone.

No matter how many years, or months, or weeks, it has been, there will be days where the pain threatens to crush you. Allow yourself to feel that grief. But there will also be days when the happy memories cause you to smile, and to remember with joy. Allow yourself to feel that joy.

Mothers who have lost a child will never be the same. Our reality is completely changed. I want you to know that I see you, and no matter how long of a time, or how short of a time, it has been, I see you. I'm holding space for you.

And recently they've changed their product line and the stuff for extra dry skin is apparently no longer non-comedogenic. I won't be buying Clinique any longer.

This car has chronic problems with the Bluetooth. There are times when no matter what I do I cannot get the fucking Bluetooth to connect, even if it was connected five minutes before.

Today even when I plug in the USB cord it doesn't recognize that I've got a phone connected, I forgot my phone I deleted through my Chevrolet from my Bluetooth on my phone, I went through all the fucking steps, six times, and it still won't connect.

Do yourself a favor, buy a Honda. Or a Toyota. Or anything other than a Chevy Trax.

EDIT: for all of you who are attempting to mansplain, get fucked. I have taken it to the dealership. More than once. And stop making assumptions, because you just prove the old adage about what happens when you assume