u/Mother_Squirrel2302

For context, I've been homeschooled my whole life and just recently started at a new college and I just went to orientation this week. I met 2 cool guys that I thought would be nice to have as friends, we exchanged numbers, I asked to grab some food after but both had to pass. I figure we won't end up being friends which sucks because I really have no irl friends. It's hard for me to get out as now I'm having to take care of my grandma full time since she had her leg amputated and needs someone with her 24/7. I have time during the week days from morning till 12:30, but after that I have to be here with her, so I can't join any clubs or go out by myself to meet people even if I had the courage to do so. I get lonely a lot, but my online friends keep me distracted. I know it sounds selfish, but I hope my grandma becomes independent soon, but she's showing no signs of getting better and she's just becoming weaker. I have to pick her up to get her in the wheel chair or use the bathroom, in which I have to wipe her when it's just me here. I've never had any interest in going out on my own, but I thought transferring to this new college would be a new start for me.

title. Only other anime movies I've seen are: Howl's moving castle, Kiki's Delivery Service, and Your Name

Everytime I go to watch someones VOD, the website immediately makes my internet lag. At first I thought it was just the twitch site that would lag, but I would check and try to refresh my other tabs and they would buffer. I have to keep trying to refresh my twitch tab or just outright close it for the problem to fix itself. Does anyone else have this problem?

Is it really game over if you don't get into a t50 CS school? I know a t50 helps a lot with job opportunities, but I can't really afford (financially and situationally) to go to a t50

We had some company over, and she was asking my sister in law if she was going to have any more children, she said no and that it was my turn. The woman visiting said I gotta wait till I get a wife, so then my grandma says she doesn't know if I'll ever get a wife. I love my grandma, but who says this about their grandchild? I'm only 20 years old and I'm in college right now. I didn't say anything, but man it kinda hurt my feelings

I've been going to a community college, and am trying to transfer to a university in the fall. I've never had a job, and I also haven't had an internship. I'm going into computer science, and I've heard of the horror stories told about getting a job out of college without any experience. What's the best way to look for and get an internship? I have a linkedin, but I can't afford professional headshots for my profile. Any advice is helpful

I just recently found out that my mom and dad had my brother when she was 17 and he was 22. Has something similar happened in your family?

EDIT: When I say inappropriate age gap, I generally mean minor and adult, or young adult and a lot bigger age gap