u/MyKidsHateMe

So i just found out not even an hour ago that I was diagnosed with HSV2. I got a prescription sent to my pharmacy and was confused. Googled the script and realized what it was for so I checked my recent labs and bam, positive for herpes. I am fucking devastated. Extremely sick to my stomach. My ex and I split up 12 years ago due to him constantly cheating (this is where I believe I got it) and I was single until about 6 months ago. I met an amazing guy and had to tell him tonight. His answer was "ok". I dont know what to do. Sitting here sobbing and feeling like a total idiot. My doctor said it could have been dormant that long due to no sexual activity and now I have a flare up because of sexual activity. I just dont get it. I'm sorry this is all over. I'm just not in a good head space.

Jesus Christ...a guy I've been talking to on a dating app for a while just asked me if I would drink his pee and if "daddy can take your virginity again". I'm over this shit. Everything was going totally normal and then I get hit with this. That is all.

I literally haven't dated in 12 years. 12 fucking years!! I finally put myself out there and get asked on a date and here I am waiting. The guy never shows up. I'm fucking 39 and haven't been stood up since high school. I'm too damn old for this shit. This is why I have been alone for so long. The fear lf being alone is fading more and more every day.

Anyone know what the helicopter is saying near upper vons area?