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I need an iPhone XS Max 256, 90+, FaceID and truetone working. Any leads?

Even when I'm falling apart internally, people still look at me like I have the answers. I'll be standing there, absolutely clueless about the situation, panicking on the inside, second-guessing every move I've ever made... and somehow, folks are still lining up asking "what should we do?" They don't see the chaos in my head. They just see someone who's handled things before. Someone who doesn't fold (at least not where they can see it). And honestly? That's when I realized: being the GOAT isn't about always knowing the way. It's about people trusting you'll find it even when you're secretly losing your mind. So no, I don't settle for less. I don't entertain disrespect. Not because I'm always together, but because even at my lowest, the world still treats me like the answer. And if they believe that about me, I better start believing it about myself too. 

Even when I'm falling apart internally, people still look at me like I have the answers. I'll be standing there, absolutely clueless about the situation, panicking on the inside, second-guessing every move I've ever made... and somehow, folks are still lining up asking "what should we do?" They don't see the chaos in my head. They just see someone who's handled things before. Someone who doesn't fold (at least not where they can see it). And honestly? That's when I realized: being the GOAT isn't about always knowing the way. It's about people trusting you'll find it even when you're secretly losing your mind. So no, I don't settle for less. I don't entertain disrespect. Not because I'm always together, but because even at my lowest, the world still treats me like the answer. And if they believe that about me, I better start believing it about myself too. 

Even when I'm falling apart internally, people still look at me like I have the answers. I'll be standing there, absolutely clueless about the situation, panicking on the inside, second-guessing every move I've ever made... and somehow, folks are still lining up asking "what should we do?" They don't see the chaos in my head. They just see someone who's handled things before. Someone who doesn't fold (at least not where they can see it). And honestly? That's when I realized: being the GOAT isn't about always knowing the way. It's about people trusting you'll find it even when you're secretly losing your mind. So no, I don't settle for less. I don't entertain disrespect. Not because I'm always together, but because even at my lowest, the world still treats me like the answer. And if they believe that about me, I better start believing it about myself too. 

Even when I'm falling apart internally, people still look at me like I have the answers. I'll be standing there, absolutely clueless about the situation, panicking on the inside, second-guessing every move I've ever made... and somehow, folks are still lining up asking "what should we do?" They don't see the chaos in my head. They just see someone who's handled things before. Someone who doesn't fold (at least not where they can see it). And honestly? That's when I realized: being the GOAT isn't about always knowing the way. It's about people trusting you'll find it even when you're secretly losing your mind. So no, I don't settle for less. I don't entertain disrespect. Not because I'm always together, but because even at my lowest, the world still treats me like the answer. And if they believe that about me, I better start believing it about myself too. 

I think nimefika point ya kukubali sipati kazi kabsaa. Honestly, I’m just making this post ju nimechoka, nimefika mwisho, na sijui nifanye nini tena. Nimespend sleepless nights nikitafuta job kila mahali... Kutoka LinkedIn, hadi kwa ground nimetuma ma applications hadi vidole zinauma lakini wapi? Ni giza tupu.

​This month pekee, nimeangukia interviews nane... Nilijua tu hapa sasa nimefika, nikaingia zote nikiwa prepared Videadly. Kila nikitoka najiambia "Hii imeenda." Lakini results zikirudi, ni zile za "Unfortunately..." ama wananyamaza kabisa unajipata umekuwa ghosted. 8 interviews in a single month bila success yoyote? Hii kitu imenichemsha akili sana manze, nimechoka....

​ Kama kuna msee yeyote huku nje ako na connection, ama anajua mahali kuna vacancy yoyote hata kama ni ile ya mshahara ya 5,000 per month niko rada kuichukua .... bills are due here man.

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I think nimefika point ya kukubali sipati kazi kabsaa. Honestly, I’m just making this post ju nimechoka, nimefika mwisho, na sijui nifanye nini tena. Nimespend sleepless nights nikitafuta job kila mahali... Kutoka LinkedIn, hadi kwa ground nimetuma ma applications hadi vidole zinauma lakini wapi? Ni giza tupu.

​This month pekee, nimeangukia interviews nane... Nilijua tu hapa sasa nimefika, nikaingia zote nikiwa prepared Videadly. Kila nikitoka najiambia "Hii imeenda." Lakini results zikirudi, ni zile za "Unfortunately..." ama wananyamaza kabisa unajipata umekuwa ghosted. 8 interviews in a single month bila success yoyote? Hii kitu imenichemsha akili sana manze, nimechoka....

​ Kama kuna msee yeyote huku nje ako na connection, ama anajua mahali kuna vacancy yoyote hata kama ni ile ya mshahara ya 5,000 per month niko rada kuichukua .... bills are due here man.

copied from @___Dan___9 on X

I think nimefika point ya kukubali sipati kazi kabsaa. Honestly, I’m just making this post ju nimechoka, nimefika mwisho, na sijui nifanye nini tena. Nimespend sleepless nights nikitafuta job kila mahali... Kutoka LinkedIn, hadi kwa ground nimetuma ma applications hadi vidole zinauma lakini wapi? Ni giza tupu.

​This month pekee, nimeangukia interviews nane... Nilijua tu hapa sasa nimefika, nikaingia zote nikiwa prepared Videadly. Kila nikitoka najiambia "Hii imeenda." Lakini results zikirudi, ni zile za "Unfortunately..." ama wananyamaza kabisa unajipata umekuwa ghosted. 8 interviews in a single month bila success yoyote? Hii kitu imenichemsha akili sana manze, nimechoka....

​ Kama kuna msee yeyote huku nje ako na connection, ama anajua mahali kuna vacancy yoyote hata kama ni ile ya mshahara ya 5,000 per month niko rada kuichukua .... bills are due here man.

copied from @___Dan___9 on X

Something didn’t sit well with me today. So, nikashuka mat hapo BS, there was some ladies and a gent mbele yangu, all of us walking (separately though) this street kid comes out of nowhere anaomba watu walikuwa mbele yangu kinde ama wambuyie breakfast. I had some few coins na I was ready to give them out, after amenyimwa na wote wako mbele yangu. Nilikuwa naplan kushine videadly na coins ziko mfukoni. Tell me why this kid just assumes me, kwani how bad is the damage, am I beat up? Ama nakaa goon? Hio kitu imenisumbua since 8:19am.

Everyone seems tired, sleepy na unmotivated. Huwa naishi Jogoo rd, and every day nikienda job and back, I’m always met with worrying faces. Everyone seems to be lost in some thoughts in an eerie way. Mko sawa kweli?

Someone had warned me against buying za 300s and yeah, I mean hizi cheaps lakini sikuskia. Now after I bought an Ikigai copy and reading it till halfway, I understood.
I felt like shedding some tears nikiichoma. Nijikute.

It’s hard to describe, but I keep feeling like society’s baseline temperature has dropped. Trust feels harder to come by. Genuine connection takes more effort than it used to. Even among friends and family, there’s this polite detachment.

We’re more connected than ever technologically but it somehow made everything feel lonelier and more brittle. The constant doom loop of news, comparison on social media, financial pressure, and the lingering effects of the pandemic… it all adds up to this quiet emotional winter.

I’m trying to stay warm anyway — reaching out more, limiting doomscrolling, creating small rituals — but it’s exhausting fighting the current.

Am I alone in this feeling? What’s helped you stay warm in a colder world?

At this time and age millennials bado wanadhani education ndio the best thing wanaweza wacha kama inheritance