u/National-Chef-5516

I’m a 17 yr old ex muslim, i am currently closeted and only 1 person in my life knows i am. Im looking for friends, preferably similar age, to just talk with, with no judgement

I am an afghan closeted ex muslim looking for friends. I like movies, music, sports etc. Dm w age

I love the city I’m currently living in, hopefully i’ll have a job lined up that I really want, friends i know, and far enough away from someone in my life. However, I am a closeted ex muslim and i’m afghan(so u can guess how far telling my family im not muslim will get me). My mother has gotten very angry at my recent suggestions of taking off the hijab and not being muslim and i know im in a physically unsafe situation. I was originally gonna move far away once i got the legal stuff sorted out, but i dont want to move. My family might be into moving(or kind of fully into it) but definitely not by the time i need them to be gone. I could move out but then we’re in the same city and might accidentally bump into one another. What do i do? Do i cut my losses with this city and life and move? If they leave and i stay, they know where i am and where exactly to find me. Im seriously so frustrated with this right now.