u/Neat-Election-8225

I am new to arcane fandom (watched 4 episodes) and omg it's sooo goodddd....i love it so much. I will finish both tue seasons and discuss more actively here hehe.

Also, a question. Who is the main character ??? Like, is it vi ?? Powder ??? Jayce ?? Caitlyn ?

I saw someone say that season 1 main protagonist is Vi since she has most screen time, and overall show is focused on jinx because she has most changes i guess. Please do tell mee

So I am in 12th and gave test in PW and i scored 54/300 i know it's WAYYYYY WORSE, but this time i genuinely studied...i really did i was sure atleast i could score 100, I was in my coaching and i wanted to cry a lot because mujhe mummy papa ko result nahi dikhaana, they are really sweet, mujhe marks ke liye nahi bolte kabhi unko bura lagta hoga yaar ofc...

Idk why but i don't even want to eat anything cause it feels i don't deserve it, and i genuinely don't eat...it feels forced, and i think if i don't eat one day i will d#e because of it cause i am too scared to k#ll myself.

I have been like this since 8th standard abhi ki baat nahi hai, but feeling all this i feel like i am just self pitying myself and i am too weak and it shouldn't matter this much..

Mujhe padhna hai, i genuinely love phy and chem and bit of maths but whenever i am sitting to study or just sitting normally i randomly feel this rush which i can't control and it feels like I will rip my head off, i will tear off my own skin it feels that bad.

I always feel so scared of everything idk why, it's liks somwthing is wrong with me and i don't deserve to enjoy, i feel very ashamed of my hobbies, i even feel ashamed of sitting in class and trying to ask my teacher any out of box types questions cause i feel i am not deserved enough for it and they will hate me cause i don't score good enough, i am paranoid that I will get a call from the coaching and they will tell my parents but i try, i REALLY really try to study.

Please tell me something so that I can study and atleast secure a good college if not IIT, i reallyy reallyyy want to study, just tell me....i have AITS on 2 or 9 august I think. And if not study, just tell me how do i fix myself, i want to live, please help me.

So,, FIFA is going on and everyone is excited for it..recently something happened and I felt bad that why do I NOT like it ??

I love cricket and tennis more than football (I respect every game so please don't jump on me) and women's T20 world cup is also going on and I am more intrested in it but I literally feel ashamed of even saying this, atleast bad if not ashamed, same goes for wimbledon which will start in few days.

I was very excited to watch today's match but now I feel like my excitement is dead, see I know that football is a GLOBAL sport, HUGEEEE sport and I have watched one edition (qatar 2022) but I am not into it that much.

I will appreciate if someone can give me tips on how do I improve it, thank you...

P.S - Sorry for the mistakes, english is not my first language.

So,, FIFA is going on and everyone is excited for it..recently something happened and I felt bad that why do I NOT like it ??

I love cricket and tennis more than football (I respect every game so please don't jump on me) and women's T20 world cup is also going on and I am more intrested in it but I literally feel ashamed of even saying this, atleast bad if not ashamed, same goes for wimbledon which will start in few days.

I was very excited to watch today's match but now I feel like my excitement is dead, see I know that football is a GLOBAL sport, HUGEEEE sport and I have watched one edition (qatar 2022) but I am not into it that much.

I will appreciate if someone can give me tips on how do I improve it, thank you...

P.S - Sorry for the mistakes, english is not my first language.

I am in 12th and for god's sake I CAN'T STUDY.

I can't study 7-8 hours everyday, it is soooo badddd I want to cry, pleaseee help me I want to score good in JEE MAINS and get a good college pleaseeee

Mere parents force nahi karte mujhe they are very supportive and I love them and I also WANT to study but I just can't !!!!!

It is so frustrating I want to tear those fcking books apart and break my own head.....I am having su***al thoughts since I was in 8th and I have self esteem issues....pleaseeee pleaseeee help me,

I TRIED THAT 2 minute rupe, zabardasti karo, pomodoro..EVERY FCKING THING !!!

My 12th is good in comparison to 11th but still I feel I am lagging behind, I HATE this fcking phone, but U can't leave it pleaseeeee pleasseeee helpp meeee

I am 17F and currently in class 12th, I am a JEE'2027 aspirant and mujhe NDA dena hai, I was actually into it since 10th but maine itna seriously socha nahi and now I am sure ki I want to give NDA, so please do tell me some important things to keep in mind and mujhe kaise padhna chaahiye and all. Also SSB ke liye alag se padhna padta hai ? I searched on google but socha yaha pe kisi ko idea ho clear to batana zara.

Thannk you.

So, basically I get very upset when someone jokes about my interests....I know my brother just tease me but I feel very sad.

I start to think that I will only watch my favourite sports when I am alone, that way I won't even have to hold back myself from being happy and stuff..I feel very emabrrased watching any movie or show i like with my family I have to restrain myself from laughing etc. I feel very judged.

I have a very loving family, good friends who care about me a lot, still I don't know what is wrong..I camnot even discuss my hobbies with my friends cause I think I am forcing them.