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Last night I woke up several times and had remembered that after waking up is the best time to try to astral project, so I tried it, I was laying flat with my head supported and in a pretty comfortable state, but then I woke up and it felt like I had dreamed but I couldn’t remember a fraction of it. So it was still early in the morning I did it again and same thing happened, I however woke up even more tired, but there was still time in the morning so I tried it once more and I just couldn’t remember for the life of me to see if I projected or not. By this time it was 10:30 and I couldn’t go back to sleep despite being completely drained of energy, was I forcing it too much? Let me know your thoughts

I’ve been doing this strange thing and don’t know if anyone else can do it where I can view from my eyes in two separate ways, one feels like the normal way to view things where I’m conscience of what I’m doing and seeing, the other feels like I take a step back in my own head and my body remains aware but consciously I’m in my head often thinking about whatever and visually it feels like when you turn binoculars the wrong way and look into them, I’m still able to see what my eyes are seeing and switch back and forth whenever, maybe It’s normal I’m not sure.

I don’t know if I just am seeing things or what but I just got out of the shower and it was quite a lengthy one because i decided to sit and think about the thoughts I’ve been having, and during it I was sitting and held my hand out feeling the water fall on it and closed my eyes and asked to just be aware of what’s out there and if there is something out there at all sort of out of desperation and trying to have as much genuinity as I could and out loud I said “please”, I felt something internally like a shaking and could feel the ringing in my ears get high and higher in pitch and then after about 3 seconds I fully relaxed and opened my eyes and looked at myself and stood up, I looked around and in the corner of my eye I see something on the curtain of the shower, it looked like a drawn out figure of which a caveman would draw but it was very clearly a person, almost like a woman with strong cheek bones, there was a rectangle coming off her head to the left almost as if it was hair flowing, they were very very thin almost slender in the main body area, the arms were also thin and slender, below the waist in the thigh area was wider again and slimmed down towards the feet. It looked liked there could’ve been one or two more beside them but they weren’t appearing as clearly (as goofy or as stupid as it seems it was genuinely really weird and I wish I could’ve photographed it,) I’m open to any and all suggestions or comments and just wanted to talk about it

Usually I can remember my dreams fairly well or at least know when I had them and recently during my shift into trying to be more spiritually aware I can’t seem to remember any dreams at all when I wake up. The day before I asked for guidance I had a dream and for almost 2 weeks now since I’ve been asking for guidance or to just speak with the universe or guides or asking it to show me things or anything like that I don’t ever remember anything. Is this some sort of blocking from my brain? Am I just not allowed to know the answers to anything? Thoughts?

Basically title. I understand you should have an open mind when going to a medium because the message you may receive may be in a form different than what you expect, people often go to see mediums for talking with passed loved ones or pets or friends that have since moved on from this plane, but is it possible to go with a very and I mean absurdly open mind to a medium and ask them to just give the message to you and have it not matter from whom it comes from? And I mean like a reputable medium or similar so they don’t just scam you and tell you some malarkey they made up on the fly. Let me know what you think!

For the last roughly week since I turned 20 I’ve been having bad death anxiety and since then I haven’t eaten much and I keep looking into progressively more spiritualistic things and things related to an afterlife such as NDEs as it’s the most comforting. I’ve been wanting to find a sign or anything to help comfort me even more, and for the last two nights I’ve woken up in the middle of the night and fell asleep with the tv on at 3:23 am. I looked at the meaning of it and felt like it aligned pretty well but just wanted some thoughts on it as I’m still kind of struggling and just wanted to ask those of you out there.