u/No-Investigator420

I enjoy alot of things about quitting. Including having a more consistent base line, not feeling so puffy, thinking a bit more clearer, not slurring words etc.

However one thing that I am struggling with is not getting high and having sex. My nervous system gets pretty worked up and without weed my erections don't seem to be nearly as strong and I get off way faster. When I'm high I can have amazing sex.. Life is so short it seems dam near worth it to get this back.

Started smoking at like 14 and now I'm 35. I've sold it, grew it and been hotboxing caddy's since I was 16. Currently almost 6 months sober which is by far my longest tenure since I started. I usually get to around 3 months and smoke again and manage it decently and then it spirals. When I start smoking again usually I go manic and don't sleep for like a day and then I crash and feel pretty good. If I stop there usually it's all good, maybe the itch for a day or two but if I get past that I feel pretty normal and my baseline doesn't move. The problem is controlling it after that and waiting for the next weekend and having self control.

I know for a fact I don't want to smoke daily. However I can't help thinking the sex is worth smoking a joint or two on the weekend. Quitting is hard and getting out of the daily smoke routine is something everyone should feel very proud of. Wishing you guys the best in your recovery and in general, hope you have a good weekend!