u/No-Locksmith8302

Parang ang hirap ng buhay lately. Na kahit gumawa ka ng tama di ka parin masaya. Bakit kaya yung iba na puro mali sa mata natin ang ginagawa tapos sila pa yung masaya? Parang ang tagal ko nang nagkaka midlife Crisis. Pandemic pa to nag simula hangang ngayon di pa rin mawalawala. Parang sa image OK ka namn pero pagsapit ng gabi gusto mo nalang umiyak ng umiyak sa nang yayari sa buhay ko. Yung ang bilis ng araw pero ang bagal ng Pag asenso. Parang parati ka nalang na sa baba. Feeling mo di ka na makaka ahon parang dyan ka na lang habang buhay. Yung dumadaan ang araw tapos feel mo walang silbi ang nagyayari. Yung Nagkikita kayo ng friends mo tapos instead na pabongahan ng trabaho naging pabongahan ng problema ang nangyayari. Na akala mo OK sila pero miserable din pala. Bakit kaya nanging ganito Tayo? Gusto ko nang balikan ang dating ako. Yung masaya sa simpling bagay ngayon kasi şahit simple or bonga parang wala na. Manhid na siguro ako sa buhay. Sabi nila wag e asa ang kasiyahan sa iba pero tang ina ang hirap maging masaya mag-isa. Kayo ba ano ba ang nagpapasaya sa milenyal na pagod na sa buhay at nahihirapang sumabay?

As someone who is known for having a clear skin all my life I suddenly got a bad skin all of a sudden. It was really bad that got me so depressed and never look at myself in the mirror coz it's making me sad. It even came to the point that I wore mask all the time just to cover it up. Bought tons of makeup and even supplements but still no avail. One time I started analyzing myself, the few moments when I got blemishes in the past and analyzed what might have caused it. The first time I got breakout was when I got laid off from my job few years ago. It suddenly got fixed the moment I got a new work. Next was when pandemic starts and I really had a bad acne, a new one pops out everyday until it covered most of my face. It's so frustrating when you are surrounded with people around you with clear skin with zero effort. It toned down a bit and then it comes back again until it came to a point that it comes back and began severed. One time we have a family trip and I was so anxious because I got a lot of bumps. I tried buying over the counter pills hoping it would clear out my skin within a week but nothing really happened. I did not enjoy that trip coz I was so anxious with how I look. It keeps getting worst especially when we worked back in the office, perhaps its because of the make up I am using . I tried changing my make up and skin care but nothing really happens. I couldn't even go out w/o any make up and I can't face people bare face. I cried almost overnight thinking about it. The vacations no longer makes me happy as how it used to be coz I am so self conscious. I tried other methods, like fixing my gut and my hormones but it was so hard. I came to a point and accept that this is the new normal for me. I was so hopeless. Then I tried another approach like massaging my lymph nodes for drainage and subliminal. Maybe it worked but not overnight. But one thing I know that worked is prayers. It did not happened overnight but it really took a while. And one thing that perhaps cleared it is having a good sleep and stress free mind. I just resigned from my job with no back up and from the moment I resigned my skin got better and I am now 5 months unemployed but I can now go outside barefaced and can now more confident. Maybe it was my job that's keeping me ugly or the relationship I have around my workmates . Maybe the burnout I had from work that could not be fixed with 3 days and 2 nights vacation. So for those who are hopeless. Hang in there. Your skin will get better, you need to hit rock bottom and accept defeat before it gets better. .. Clear skin dust for everyone.

As someone who is known for having a clear skin all my life I suddenly got a bad skin all of a sudden. It was really bad that got me so depressed and never look at myself in the mirror coz it's making me sad. It even came to the point that I wore mask all the time just to cover it up. Bought tons of makeup and even supplements but still no avail. One time I started analyzing myself, the few moments when I got blemishes in the past and analyzed what might have caused it. The first time I got breakout was when I got laid off from my job few years ago. It suddenly got fixed the moment I got a new work. Next was when pandemic starts and I really had a bad acne, a new one pops out everyday until it covered most of my face. It's so frustrating when you are surrounded with people around you with clear skin with zero effort. It toned down a bit and then it comes back again until it came to a point that it comes back and began severed. One time we have a family trip and I was so anxious because I got a lot of bumps. I tried buying over the counter pills hoping it would clear out my skin within a week but nothing really happened. I did not enjoy that trip coz I was so anxious with how I look. It keeps getting worst especially when we worked back in the office, perhaps its because of the make up I am using . I tried changing my make up and skin care but nothing really happens. I couldn't even go out w/o any make up and I can't face people bare face. I cried almost overnight thinking about it. The vacations no longer makes me happy as how it used to be coz I am so self conscious. I tried other methods, like fixing my gut and my hormones but it was so hard. I came to a point and accept that this is the new normal for me. I was so hopeless. Then I tried another approach like massaging my lymph nodes for drainage and subliminal. Maybe it worked but not overnight. But one thing I know that worked is prayers. It did not happened overnight but it really took a while. And one thing that perhaps cleared it is having a good sleep and stress free mind. I just resigned from my job with no back up and from the moment I resigned my skin got better and I am now 5 months unemployed but I can now go outside barefaced and can now more confident. Maybe it was my job that's keeping me ugly or the relationship I have around my workmates . Maybe the burnout I had from work that could not be fixed with 3 days and 2 nights vacation. So for those who are hopeless. Hang in there. Your skin will get better, you need to hit rock bottom and accept defeat before it gets better. .. Clear skin dust for everyone.

As someone who is known for having a clear skin all my life I suddenly got a bad skin all of a sudden. It was really bad that got me so depressed and never look at myself in the mirror coz it's making me sad. It even came to the point that I wore mask all the time just to cover it up. Bought tons of makeup and even supplements but still no avail. One time I started analyzing myself, the few moments when I got blemishes in the past and analyzed what might have caused it. The first time I got breakout was when I got laid off from my job few years ago. It suddenly got fixed the moment I got a new work. Next was when pandemic starts and I really had a bad acne, a new one pops out everyday until it covered most of my face. It's so frustrating when you are surrounded with people around you with clear skin with zero effort. It toned down a bit and then it comes back again until it came to a point that it comes back and began severed. One time we have a family trip and I was so anxious because I got a lot of bumps. I tried buying over the counter pills hoping it would clear out my skin within a week but nothing really happened. I did not enjoy that trip coz I was so anxious with how I look. It keeps getting worst especially when we worked back in the office, perhaps its because of the make up I am using . I tried changing my make up and skin care but nothing really happens. I couldn't even go out w/o any make up and I can't face people bare face. I cried almost overnight thinking about it. The vacations no longer makes me happy as how it used to be coz I am so self conscious. I tried other methods, like fixing my gut and my hormones but it was so hard. I came to a point and accept that this is the new normal for me. I was so hopeless. Then I tried another approach like massaging my lymph nodes for drainage and subliminal. Maybe it worked but not overnight. But one thing I know that worked is prayers. It did not happened overnight but it really took a while. And one thing that perhaps cleared it is having a good sleep and stress free mind. I just resigned from my job with no back up and from the moment I resigned my skin got better and I am now 5 months unemployed but I can now go outside barefaced and can now more confident. Maybe it was my job that's keeping me ugly or the relationship I have around my workmates . Maybe the burnout I had from work that could not be fixed with 3 days and 2 nights vacation. So for those who are hopeless. Hang in there. Your skin will get better, you need to hit rock bottom and accept defeat before it gets better. .. Clear skin dust for everyone.