u/No-Loss-1715

Aaalso. Bitte lest meine Erklärung zuerst vollständig, bevor ihr irgendwas kommentiert. Danke.

Ich denke, dass ich nicht erwähnen muss, dass Suizid nie die Lösung ist, und wenn du oder jemand anderes den du kennst deswegen gefährdet ist, diese Person unbedingt Hilfe aufsuchen sollte.

Zu meinem Punkt: in einer schlechten Zukunft, wo der Klimawandel zu stark fortgeschritten ist oder ein Nuklearkrieg ausgebrochen ist, ist es zumindest ein beruhigender Gedanke, dass man immer die Möglichkeit hat, diese Welt zu "verlassen". Ich komme darauf, weil ich mir gerade ein Short über die Dürre überall angesehen habe.

Wenn jegliche Hoffnung verloren ist, wenn Menschheit nicht mehr existieren kann, weil die Erde zu warm oder verstrahlt ist, wieso sollte man noch Leben? Was ist der Sinn dahinter, eine fehlgeschlagene Spezies am Leben zu halten? Wieso sollte man sich jeden Tag diesen grausamen Bedingungen aussetzen?

Manche bezeichnen dies vielleicht als Feigheit oder Faulheit, aber ich Frage mich, wieso man so denken sollte. Jeder Grund, jetzt im Moment zu leben, gibt es dann vielleicht nicht mehr. Einen Job? Es gibt noch nicht mal Wasser, um alle Arbeiter*innen zu versorgen. Verwandtschaft, Geliebte? Wenn es sie noch gibt, touché. Ist eher unwahrscheinlich, wenn du einer der 50 letzten überlebenden aus deiner Heimatstadt bist. Deine Hobbys? Ist denke ich selbsterklärend.

Ihr seht das Muster. Das gibt mir ein wirklichen Sinn von... Sicherheit? Von Schutz gegen die Welt? So dumm es auch klingen mag, dass der Gedanke an Tot einem ein Gefühl von Rücksicherung und Kontrolle gibt, ist es für mich dennoch wahr.

Vielen Dank für's lesen. Ich hoffe stark, dass der Text dir wenigstens etwas eingeleuchtet hat, habe aber niedrige Erwartungen in den Erfolg.

TL;DR:

Suizid gibt einem Schutz im Falle einer auswegslosen Zukunft.

TL;DR: (this is at the start for more visibility)

I've never had a crush so far, and I'm starting to think it's because of me trying to "swallow" it in an effort to not make the relationship weird or because I think it's creepy having such feelings towards a stranger who doesn't even know you. Is this normal or am I overreacting?

Hey yall so I imagine, that I'm not the only one with no romantic partner. I can also imagine, that there is a good share of yall who never even had a crush in the first place like me. I never really thought about this as weird in any way.

But in 9th grade (so last school year) we once had a substitude who played with us "never have I ever". And if one did the thing, he/she would have to raise their hand. One of the topics was:

"I have never had a crush"

Now I thought, that maybe two or three wouldn't raise their hand aswell. But no. Everyone suddenly looked at me and went like "whaaaat?" BRO I'M SORRY OK? But yeah. That's how I found out, that this wasn't as normal as I thought.

But now to my realization: Whenever I even get the slightest, fleeting sensation of anything resembeling a crush, I always go like No, thats weird and just try to swallow it. I was always under the assumption, that if I had a crush I couldn't just do that. And I always felt weird, because like... you have these feelings towards a person you barely know who doesn't even know you? But it's slowly starting to dawn upon me: that mindset is probably the reason for my lack of crushes. so can yall pls tell me if I'm just overreacting or if it's understandable?

Sorry for the length 🫣

Hi, ich wollte nur mal wissen, wie alt dieser Sub ist. (Ich bin 15)

So. I believe we all know chocolate fruits, right? Well... That's basically like pouring nutella over strawberries or whatever. So would it be very far off to say, that nutella with strawberry/raspberry jam would taste good? No, right? But bare with me. So you see... Just imagine it. Strawberries glazed with honey. Get it? You just gotta trust me with that one. So jam with honey works aswell. And it's honestly good. Now tell me, what is stopping me from combining these two discoveries? Free will definitely not, souuuu... And MARK MY WORDS:

NUTELLA, JAM (strawberry/raspberry idc), HONEY.

Now that I've written it out it doesn't sound thaaat bad anymore...

Thank you.

Sooooooo. In the link is a playlist with about my 60 favourite songs. I tried to include every genre of my taste, so just because there isn't much of something on there, it doesn't mean I don't listen to it much.

With that outta the way, let's get to the problem:

As you may notice, I have a somewhat scattered Musictaste, wich leads to me speaking paragraphs if smalltalk comes to "What do you listen to?", and I HIGHLY dislike that. So, my question to you is: How would you describe it?

P.S.: I'd like to hear your song reccomendations based on the playlist :D

Oh and to the mods: If this is against any rules (I mean there wasn't any mentions last time I checked) because of "No self-promo" or anything basically, please contcact me so that I know it for the future.

Thank you!

Sooouu ​I reeeaaalllyyy need to overhaul my musictaste-description (wtf?!😭😭) cuz I need way too long to describe everything. So can I post a playlist with my favourites here and ask ​for a description? If not, where could I? I didn't find anything in the rules regarding such, so...

Well... The titel. I got introduced to this album to someone I've gotta look up, imma link him at the bottom of the post. And every time smalltalk comes to music and they ASK me, what I listen to, I always need to go like this:

Uhh.. Where do I start? First off: Linkin Park. A Bit of Bring me the Horizon yada yada and I prevail, eminem and stuff. Ever heard of breakcore (They don't​)? *Explaining breakcore*

You get it. And then I come to Vildhjarta. I usually describe it as this groovy, very hard kind of metal with guitar riffs that go like *Vildhjarta guitar sounds*.

I think you notice my problem: I say WAYY to much for my comfort and it does NOT help that they don't know thall or breakcore.

I think Imma go to a musicsub and ask for a better ​description. Aight thank you!

Edit: welp, seems like I can't find the person having suggested it... dammit.

My underrated favourites have to be (from worst to best) Valentines Day, the little things give you away, the Requiem, Fallout and Last but Not least Jornada del muerto. Yes, I know most are just fillersong but idc XD Honorable mentions to in between and no roads left (:

ATS and THP are sooo underrated in General. The little things give you away is at the second Spot because I don't think it's that underrated, still an amazing Song though.

Let me know your thoughts!

(It's on the 20th anniversary edition of ht)

The song itself is really good imo. But the song is 12:44 long, because most of it is just repeated static noises? But at exactly 10:00 it fades out and an really cool instrumental song just starts. It's about 2:44 minutes, so basically a full-length song. I can imagine that only few of you even know that song in the first place, and that even less of you know of this instrumental. This is really good, so why didn't they release it on it's own, like coal? did they want it to be some sort of insiderthing? Let me know your thoughts!

Edit: u/Biblioklept73 just let me know, that it apperantely isn't that big of a secret, so that question is solved!