I’ll probably be single forever
26F ….sorry if this is the wrong place to make this post but Idk man, it’s kinda hitting me that I really won’t find real true love in this lifetime. Plus I’ve never been in a relationship. Its never happened because I was too ugly back then or I never liked the people who liked me cause they were bad influences and at the age of 22 I realized I didn’t want kids. By the age I actually started to glo up and attract a lot of men. I’ve met a number of men who I liked and was attracted to but they all wanted kids…some of them leave. Some of them want me to stay ..that’s until they get sick of me and resent and want to talk to others due to me not wanting kids and staying firm to my decision. I almost find myself cherishing the moments I have with these men because I know it won’t last …why can’t I be lucky and find that one guy who is just like me. Perfect in every way possible and doesn’t want kids as a cherry on top. Not someone who is convinced they’ll change my mind. I don’t want to even meet anybody who already has kids when I’m older..I’d like to date and be married to that person now.