u/No_Resident9453

me and my boyfriend had a big argument and I have him blocked for a few days so far (he has other accounts where he can message me), we haven't spoken for days, he was really rude during this argument in ways he has never been before, I feel horrible and very shit, I want him to fear losing me, regret how he spoke to me and come to me asap with a deep apology and for both of us to talk things through but especially for him to come back and apologize deeply. Things aren't looking good. Please help me out.

My bf and I have been dating a few years, and we are long distance, he doesn't know that I know about his twitter, but recently I found it by looking up his usual screen name he uses for social media, and saw it, he was following 2-3 accounts and around 2 were inappropriate/OF related, I am unsure what to do, I've never really told him I have an issue with him watching porn or whatever, the circumstances were already pretty bad with him and now this was the cherry on top. I need help and advice, do I tell him about it? do I revise?, do I do both? do I manifest him to be honest with me?

Basically Me (21F) and my (21M) bf have been dating for a few years already and it was mostly long distance, and I sometimes check his following list, and I have seen him occassionaly following OF models on instagram and then after a day he unfollows them, it happens only verryyy rarely, he once followed a model (bikini/OF model) she posts a lot of thirst traps, and does cosplay ish photoshoots, I think she also does music and youtube videos, I used to call her "hot girl" years prior to the follow- (a girl I found good looking/pretty) and told him about her, he had told me about her when me and him were friends though, and she was a dead account basically, hadn't posted in years and I saw her suddenly in his following list and he didn't remove her until she posted a story on her instagram, Idk if he knew he was following her for that whole month or not.

Btw all the OF girls were famous types with at least 40k-300k followers maybe, and it was around maybe 3-5 in total over the span of like 3 years of us dating, I never mentioned it to him, I just wanted to see if he would unfollow them on his own and he did, it's been months and I haven't seen anything in his following anymore, he only follows his male friends (he doesn't have female friends) and his family, but I don't know what to think of this, does it mean he's secretly subbed to OF, or just accidental?, is it a red flag or should I let it go?

Basically Me (21F) and my (21M) bf have been dating for a few years already and it was mostly long distance, and I sometimes check his following list, and I have seen him occassionaly following OF models on instagram and then after a day he unfollows them, it happens only verryyy rarely, he once followed a model who I used to call "hot girl" years prior to the follow- (a girl I found good looking), and she was a dead account basically, hadn't posted in years and I saw her suddenly in his following list and he didn't remove her until she posted a story on her instagram, Idk if he knew he was following her for that whole month or not. Btw all the OF girls were famous types with at least 25k followers maybe, and it was around maybe 3-5 in total over the span of like 3 years of us dating, I never mentioned it to him, I just wanted to see if he would unfollow them on his own and he did, it's been months and I haven't seen anything in his following anymore, but I don't know what to think of this, does it mean he's secretly subbed to OF?

I deleted an important screenshot 2 years ago and I wish it could come back somehow, any advice?

I want SP to regret saying what he said fully. I want him to fully take it back and take full accountability to the max what is the best way to do this?

I keep spiralling, then calming down whenever I try to manifest cause all I can think is," I wouldn't need to be trying this hard and be in this deep shit if I had only done this or that", how do I stop this?

how do I undo this? do I revise? I am unsure.

SATS?, astral projection?, help me out.

please only honest responses, what has your experience been with it?

Or will there be an interaction?, what about half a dose of each?

what has worked better for you?

what has worked more for you in your experience?