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So i am new to this and I have this issue.

So I know for spellwork, manifestation etc its important to have a clear mind the thing is I mostly am capable of this but keyword mostly.

There is this annoying person who’s stuck in my head for years and I can’t get them out of my head, like an ex for more context I am sure I have moved on to, I don’t want anything to do with this person, it genuinely feels ocd like and I am contemplating what can I do?

Like any tips?

I genuinely can’t figure out why they’re in my head there is no emotions there but guilt more because I am in a relationship now and it feels like I am doing something criminal by having them in my head, not by choice I might add either. Like I can’t figure out how do I clear my mind fully for stuff.

Like I am even contemplating if I am fucking cursed or something because I made a letter to this person signed with a thumb print in blood I don’t think I need to explain the various fucking ways someone could misuse that dna in witchcraft or magick.

So I am wondering what kind of spells would change or influence the world around one self enough to really set in stone the realness?

Like I myself do believe in this and taking my time getting into this, in what I feel is the right way.

But I wonder is there anything tangible one could do that would make you say «shit this is really real wow» if you don’t have much experience ?

Like to reiterate I believe in this stuff but more curious to maybe introduce my friends to this if I can and I feel something that can be kind of measured or seen to have a effect would be a great tool.

I thank you for your time folks, have a blessed day.

So for safety reasons I won’t obviously include the actual placements but I have

4 fire placements

3 water placements

2 air and earth each that’s if we include risings

Without the risings/ascendant I’d have juts one earth placement.

The thing I am wondering is what significance could this hold for witchcraft?
Are there things I should be aware of or are there good things this means to?

Thanks for reading

So for safety reasons I won’t obviously include the actual placements but I have

4 fire placements

3 water placements

2 air and earth each that’s if we include risings

Without the risings/ascendant I’d have juts one earth placement.

The thing I am wondering is what significance could this hold for witchcraft?
Are there things I should be aware of or are there good things this means to?

So for safety reasons I won’t obviously include the actual placements but I have

4 fire placements

3 water placements

2 air and earth each that’s if we include risings

Without the risings/ascendant I’d have juts one earth placement.

The thing I am wondering is what significance could this hold for witchcraft?
Are there things I should be aware of or are there good things this means to?

Thanks for reading have a blessed day

So when I was younger, I had this profound experience I was laying in my bed suddenly I feel my consciousness be dragged out of my body straight down to what I interpret as hell or another spirit realm.

When I arrive my soul gets dragged through hell, it was pitch dark but still blue flames scattered, people where being stretched out by chains on pyramid shaped forms on top of them. Then after I briefly saw this I arrive at the entity.

A tall, muscular and purple being with horns I at the time interpreted as the devil. He made a joke about selling my soul for a Honda. (He referenced a joke from Sam Hyde from a video he made on selling his soul) then he kind of became serious again and told me he sees great potential in me and wants to purchase my soul. My interpretation of what was offered is power wherever it was magick, physical, spiritual or mental I don’t know but I freaked out which he probably interpreted as a know (I might have said no to its long ago) and I snapped back into my body.

The reason I feel like this might have been a devil or at least a morally questionable spirit is because they potential thing at that time I was in a dark place and I wanted revenge on someone and let’s just say my plans in my head weren’t the kindest one, which is why interpreted this as a transaction with a malicious spirit/entity/devil because such a creature could have interpreted that from my recent thoughts

From what yall have read with some context who does it sound like I met, where was I, what significance does it have for me if it wasn’t because of my plans, could this mean I have good spiritual potential or something?

I am just curious because I never asked anyone or anything and I kind of just want to know what this means for me.

Ps this was 4-5 years ago hence why details are a big muddled

While I was meditating I felt this weird sensation like there was a muscle in my brain trying to open itself like it felt like I saw kind of an eyeshape with eyelids, I got excited because I thought my 3 eyes is opening and it kind of vansihed. Has anyone else experienced this, is this common I have only meditated once before 15 min this time 30 min in darkness.
I have tried astral projection though on some occasions maybe 4-5 times so I am familiar with the clearing of the mind feeling from before tried meditation and just was curious if this meant something