Had such a miserable day today, I wanted to end myself.
Today was one of those days where things were so miserable that I felt doomed and it’s the end of life for me. I’m sure a lot of you out there are feeling the same way too. So I started writing some positive affirmations to myself, felt really cringe tbh. But as I kept going, I did feel a little boost of confidence so I decided to share a bit of it here. If anyone can relate to my words, I hope it makes you feel even a tiny bit better today.
Don’t forget you have a guardian angel, it’s you! You are exactly the person you needed when you were little. It is extremely unfair that you didn’t, even though you absolutely deserved the kind of unconditional love you have for yourself now. Continue to love that little you, she really needs you. You may be by yourself, but you are not alone my love. And this is NOT the end. You have gotten yourself out of shitty situations before, and you will this time as well. Maybe make better decisions though. But you learned from it, and that’s what matters. You did the absolute best you could with the tools you had. No, it was not the outcome you expected. But believe in yourself. You are the strongest person I know. You are the kindest person I know. Look back at what you have accomplished given the restraints you had. You got this my dear. I will always be by your side, you will never be alone.