Im 16 i'm a sophomore in high school and there are no gays at my school I find attractive, just beware I'm going to go on a rant that could offend a few people.

Ive been gay asl for a long time and I used to hate myself for it but now since I have came out and started to tell people I realize how lonely I am all the time. The problem is I don't like ANYONE at my high school and the LGBTQ+ community at school is genuinely f'd up. Half of them fake POTS and other disorders for clout on TikTok and it makes me sick as someone who actually has POTS and ADHD. Also I simply don't find them attractive. I don't typically find the type of people who make disorders and sexuality their entire identity. If this is you, do that, nobody is stopping you and I still support it. It simply is not for me.

It's been so hard to deal with the loneliness that I've made some poor decisions on myself that have led to harm and I don't know what to do anymore. I might just hold out until im 18 and hit Grindr hard to make up for missed time 😭 .

Im noticing in game that I have max graphics yet there are some weird visual issues occurring. For example there appears to be no anti-aliasing and some lighting is so strong that it blinds the screen. It's possible it could be bloom but im not sure. Is there any way to fix this?

I, 15y male have not slept for three days. Ive had insomnia and some paranoia issues that pop up around when I go to sleep for years. I got diagnosed with GAD and PTSD. Ive been tried on every medication for it, melatonin, diphenhydramine, clonidine, guanfacine, prazosin, and quetiapine. The only one for me that has worked and I can tolerate is Trazadone. It has worked for months and then 3 days ago it just stopped doing anything. I can't sleep whatsoever even with melatonin gummies combined. I have a prescription for as needed Klonopin but I don't like taking it often as I only get 8 pills per month and it's for my crippling panic attacks. I have an appointment with my psychiatrist online today with further guidance, are there any drugs I should specifically say no to or ones I should ask about? I'm having micro-naps and the lag is catching up to me. Any advice?

I 15 male have severe heat intolerance, recently I have been having these episodes that occur whenever I'm outside especially if the sun is out. I get outside and I get this overwhelming feeling of physical full body depression and weakness. Even just going for a walk in any weather above 82 degrees is uncomfortable and becomes unbearable at 88 degrees and above. When I get that feeling of full body depression my heart likes to sort of destabilize and slow down, then I usually begin to start having ectopic beats / PVCs which then causes compensatory pauses. This is accompanied by me breaking out in some form of rash and itching like crazy. If the beat misses just right, my heart rate shoots to a level so high that I have severe chest pain and can barely breathe. Sometimes its so bad I start to get tunnel vision like I'm going to pass out. When I get moved into an area with AC, the rash goes away extremely fast. My heart rate begins to slow down while still having pauses and painful premature beats. Cardiologist and my PCP both agree I have some form of autonomic dysfunction but I need further testing to find out exactly whats happening. My stress test is this Thursday and I'm wondering if anyone has had a similar experience to this?

I think it would be a cool idea to have a list of success stories with medications and therapies other people can look into. Anyways this is what I take and what helped me the most.

Medications

• Guanfacine XR
• Prozac
• Azstarys (ADHD)
• Trazodone (Night)
• PRN Clonazepam

Therapies

• TF-CBT
• EMDR
• PE