Losing interest in everything 😢

Hi mommies, normal pa ba ’tong nararamdaman ko? I’m slowly losing interest in everything. Kahit yung mga bagay na dati kong gustong gawin, parang wala na akong gana.

Nakikita ko yung mga kasabayan ko dati sa work na ang layo na ng narating nila, pati mga kapatid ko na unti-unti nang natutupad yung mga dreams and plans nila. Tapos ako, parang feeling ko naiwan ako.

Simula nung nanganak ako (3yrs ago) , parang nasira yung mga plans ko sa buhay. I feel like I’m back to zero. Kahit sa physical na itsura ko, ang layo na rin sa dati. Bukod pa doon, pumangit din yung balat ko. Nalilimitahan yung galaw ko kasi konting kilos lang at pagpapawis, nahahapdi o nangangati na.

Tapos kapag kumikilos naman ako, hindi rin ako tinutulungan ng partner ko. Kaya minsan naiisip ko, ba’t pa ako kikilos dba? Kapag hindi ako kumilos, napipilitan din siyang gumawa eh.

Gusto ko pa ring isipin na darating din yung time ko, na makakabawi rin ako at matutupad ko rin yung mga pangarap ko. Pero minsan, parang natatalo talaga ako ng feelings ko. 🥺

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u/Nyxnyemra6 — 8 days ago

Contraceptive Pills

Hi everyone. Im a mom of 2 and now ko lang po naisipan mag pills , ayaw ko na po kasi masundan. Ask lang need po ba talaga magpaconsult sa ob bago magtake nito? If not, pano po sya itake? Nalilito kasi ako, may nagsabi 1st day ng mens tas yun iba naman ika 3rd day daw. Salamat sa sasagot

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u/Nyxnyemra6 — 25 days ago

Contraceptive Pills

Hi everyone. Im a mom of 2 and now ko lang po naisipan mag pills , ayaw ko na po kasi masundan. Ask lang need po ba talaga magpaconsult sa ob bago magtake nito? If not, pano po sya itake? Nalilito kasi ako, may nagsabi 1st day ng mens tas yun iba naman ika 3rd day daw. Salamat sa sasagot

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u/Nyxnyemra6 — 25 days ago

Dry, dull and dark spots

32/F Im currently using hotomugi skin conditioner ,celeteque moisturizer (both alcohol free& oil free) and skintific 377 symwhite moisturizer for night sa cheeks ko lang nilalagay, and belo sunexpert suncreen pero minsan lang dko palagi nagagamit dahil nabasa ko na may oil syang halo which is di pwede noo ko dahil my folliculitis at nabasa ko lalong nalala kapag naglalagay ka ng product na may oil. Ito po un before and after, nakakastress lang kasi nakakahaggard pag dull at dry un face tapos may mga dark spots pa 😭😭 pareco naman po gusto ko na ulit kuminis 😭 gumamit ako 4mons ago ng s&j facial wash tapos pinimple ako eto na naging resulta 😔 Medyo nag lighten naman na ata sa gamit ko or may improvement ba? dko alam kung may iba pba ko dapat gamitin para bumalik sa dati na makinis, o mainipin lang ako.

u/Nyxnyemra6 — 27 days ago

Sloan and spay locked

Hello, meron na ba nakaexperience dito na nadelay ang bayad at nalocked ang sloan at spay , mababalik pa ba? 1st time ko madelay ng bayad last month at nag email ako sknla bago ang due date ko na madedelay ako then nagreply sila na naapprove naman ang request ko. Nabayaran ko na un late dues ko pero locked parin 🥲

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u/Nyxnyemra6 — 27 days ago

An open letter to someone i used to love

Kamusta ka na?

I know our ending wasn't a good one. But do you ever think about me? Kahit minsan?

I still find myself checking your profile from time to time. I saw that you already have 2kids, and nakuha mo na pamgarap mong trabaho, sa barko. I'm genuinely happy for you 😊

I don't know why I still remember you. It's a strange mix of happiness and sadness. I'm happy because you're happy, even if I wasn't the one you chose.

Sometimes I wonder if what I'm feeling is jealousy. Not because I want you back, but because you built the life you dreamed of with someone else, while I feel like life has been punishing me. I'm not happy in my own relationship, but I choose to stay because I want my child to have a complete family. And even if I left, it wouldn't change anything. We were never going to end up together anyway.

I know I made a mistake. I chose to be with you even though you already had a girlfriend. I had been single for 6yrs, and you were the first person who made me believe in love again. You healed the trauma from my past relationship, and for that, I'll always be thankful.

Despite everything, I don't regret that we happened.

I'm sorry that I had to tell your girlfriend the truth. I wasn't trying to ruin your life. I just couldn't live with the guilt anymore. I also wanted to free myself because I knew, deep inside, that you would never choose me in the end. And even if you did, I don't think we would have been truly happy. We started with something that was already wrong.

I want to move on. I want to accept the life that's in front of me.

But every time I feel unloved or emotionally neglected by my partner, my mind always finds its way back to you. That's the part I hate the most.

Sometimes I ask myself... is this my karma?

I was faithful to you when we were together. My biggest mistake was saying yes to someone who already belonged to someone else.

Today, I'm still choosing to be faithful to the person I'm with, even though I'm not happy. I refuse to cheat because I know how much pain it causes.

And maybe that's what people don't talk about enough...

Sometimes, choosing what's right is the heaviest thing you'll ever have to do.

I hope you're happy. I hope your family stays happy. And I hope that one day, when I remember you, it will no longer hurt.

Thank you for being a chapter of my life.

Ji 😢

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u/Nyxnyemra6 — 1 month ago

I need recommendation

34/F Sa mga katrentahin ko dyan, ano gamit nyo ceremide moisturizer sa face. Yun malakas makahydrate ng skin pero hindi heavy. Super dry ng noo ko, nose to cheeks ang oily namn hays. Nagkaka tiny bumps kasi ako sa heavy cream na moisturizer. TIA

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u/Nyxnyemra6 — 1 month ago

Contraceptive Pills

When can i start taking contraceptive pills after MA? 1week ago na po nun natapos ako magbleeding. Pwede npo kaya ako magtake or wait ko pa po un period ko?

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u/Nyxnyemra6 — 2 months ago

MA experience (5weeks)

Nagpost ako 2weeks ago nun nagtake ako ng meds tapos blood clot lang lumabas tas kinabukasan humina na un bleeding, kala ko failed at uulit na nman ako pero thank god after 3days ng gabi napansin ko wet un undies ko kahit kakaligo ko lang nun as in wala kasi ko nararamdamang hilab, pag cr ko dumami un dugo hanggang kinabukasan malakas na sya at pang 4days dun ako naramdaman may hilab kaya nag cr nko tsaka lumabas. Di ko alam kung may naitulong ba dun yung hot compress pero ayun lang gnawa ko at panay inom ng warm water, hindi din ako msyado kumain nun kasi nawalan ako gana dahil kala ko nga failed. And ngaun nag pt ako, gusto ko lng itry kahit sabi ng iba after 1month makakakuha ng accurate na pt result, at nag negative naman na sya. Meds from blue app, sa mga mag aask. Pero wag na kau magtake ng risk, search nlng kau dto ng mga legit seller na suggested sa comsec.

Don't pm me sa mag aask ng seller sa blue app, hindi ko po sya irerecomend. Di po ako madamot, ayoko lang masayang pera nyo kasi ang mahal ng meds 🥲 Tyambahan lang po talaga sguro sa meds nila, mas marami parin nagfafailed dun kesa nagsusuccess.

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u/Nyxnyemra6 — 2 months ago

Success or failed?

Meron po ba dito pwede magconfirm ng lumabas sken. Nagpost po ako na MA failed ako kasi after lumabas ng blood clot, 2 days mahina na ang dugo pero kagabi hanggang ngaun bigla po dumami, at knna sobrang hilab ng tyan ko pag ihi ko po may sumabay. Baka po pwede paconfirm, exactly 5weeks po nun nagtake ako 4days ago. Pls

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u/Nyxnyemra6 — 2 months ago

Failed MA

Please please napeke na po ako sa blue app. Palegit check naman po if legit ang RH_Hotline at Miss L. I contacted them sa telegram, nakuha ko lang din po details dto sa comsec. Unfortunately kay rh_hotline need ng tvs at wala pa ko nun, kay miss L naman po 1st week pf July pa daw available ang meds at nasa bakasyon pa sya. 3days ago plng po nun nagtake ako ng meds (fake) kaya dpa ko makapagpa tvs. Worth to wait po ba 😢. Also nababasa ko din po sa rh_hotline 1mife 8miso (worth 4k), kay miss L po 1mife 12miso (worth 4500). Tama po ba, medyo nacoconfuse lang ako kasi magkaibang bilang ng gamot. Pls help. Im currently 5weeks and 4days base sa period calendar ko.

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u/Nyxnyemra6 — 2 months ago

Going 6weeks

Pahelp po. Nagtake ako last night , 3miso inserted in vigina then another 3 after 30mins with mife (oral) . Then knna umaga may lumabas lang na buong dugo. Pwede po ba paconfirm may parang laman ba dapat na kasama (sac) at medyo humina na din ang bleeding. Usually ilang hrs po ba bago malabas lahat. Huhu pls help, medyo masakit parin ang puson ko pero mahina na ang bleeding 😭

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u/Nyxnyemra6 — 2 months ago