





I dont like my female body(obv) and if i cant bind perfectly i feel too insecure to leave the house,
I dont feel comfortable in girly clothes,
i refer to myself as a guy half the time,
but i'm so used to girly pronouns that sometimes i use them on myself by accident.
Also im kind of too scared to call myself a guy infront of certain ppl even tho i have no logical reason to be because they already know.
calling myself a girl makes me feel that weird insecurity again that i used to feel like 24/7, i just didn't know what it was, and i thought it was normal.
So now i got so used to that feeling that when i feel it again sometimes its not that big of a deal.
Idk if i see myself as a real guy or not but all these things i listed definitely mean im trans right?
Its also rly itchy
It doesnt really matter to me but if theres an easy way to fix this i might consider
I was thinking maybe i'd make a joker reference in the current movie i'm making by erasing the "forget" from a "dont forget to smile" poster,
But now im thinking maybe it would just be copying.
I rly love making references all the time, and i'd like to do that in my films too, but its just confusing where the sweet spot is inbetween a reference and stealing an idea.
Any tips?
I used duct tape for a while and that really hurt, and this binder is rly comfy and doesnt hurt at all, but maybe it doesnt bind as well as the duct tape?
Idk.anyway, i think that if i want to bind comfortably without any pain then this is as good as it gets.
I might just be overthinking tho, cause i always overthink everything.
Idk why i feel like something's off
I have a small channel where i make videos and movies.
I finished a script recently and i started shooting the movie.
There are a few scenes when there are voices talking inside the characters head.
(Classmates, her mom, etc)
So if you're interested in a very small role then comment below this post.
(Ps:there are also roles that are bigger, for example, the protagonist's best friend,(for that, it's best if you sound like a teenage boy) if you're interested in something like that, then that's awesome too, comment below this post😎)