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But I had been keeping a journal for some time now and I was wondering… how some of you deal with “unleashing” your dark thoughts into it and letting them go? My therapist recommended I do it but I find myself feeling worse about myself after writing those thoughts down… maybe because I am going through a particularly rough patch now but I find myself not wanting to journal as often as I once did because of all the “negativity” in me.

Does it make sens?

So… maybe I don’t have enough expirence with gaming, despite loving games I only started gaming about a year ago consistently rather than watching gameplays.
So I am really enjoying Avowed so far although I have tiff if it… so, example.
I played around in emerald stairs, wanted to do the side missions THEN do the main mission but I got to a point where it just made sense to go ahead and speak to a person for the main mission etc. What I am getting at, is the map. Once you get to a certain point of the main storyline of the area, the WHOLE maps unlocks. Making it hella co fusing for me to figure out… where had I been already. And where I hadn’t.

Is it normal for everyone? At first thought it was a glitch and wouldn’t happen again but it happens again in Shatterscap.

So… it’s gonno be messy but I remember I once read a book during my regency era romance moment. I read so many that they all sort of blended together but there was one that stuck in me. Don’t remember the title, the author, the cover… only the very ending part 😂

It was your typical setup of regency era. A fake, whom I think was in need of money, a wallflower girl whom no one wanted to marry but she was LODED from her family which is why the rake was all over her. Something happens in the begging and middle, they get caught having “the devils tango”, she finds out that he was pursuing her for money only, she dumps his ass and forces her family to give her dowry to her so she can move away and raise their child (she got pregnant too). The rake is heartbroken, hits rock bottom and they don’t speak for a bit.

Like through a hazy dream, I remember a scene of a time jump and him walking down the English roads and into a small village where he collapses bc he sort of became a drunk. There, he gets brought into the estate of the rich woman who looks after the village, a wealthy widower with a child. BOOM, it’s out wallflower from the book and halfway through the story there is a redemption arc for our rake.

That’s all I got folks. It had been HAUNTING ME for years, my brain teasing me by flashing those pages before my eyes and telling me to find it again 😂

Any help would be much appreciated ❤️