I figured this would start a nice and interesting conversation. I've always been a behind the scenes need so i like knowing what goes into the production.
My wife (f35) and I (m34) have been married for almost 5 years now and we've probably had sex 4 times within that time span.
I will state right off the bat, I am a recovering porn addict. I have probably watched every video on the internet at least once. My entire life, I was always bullied, and could never pick up a woman, because I had zero confidence or game. And when you're growing up as a horny teenager, who managed to get himself access to the internet, you eventually start exploring, and admittedly, it got out of control. Porn has ruined my sex life because for years, my expectations were what I saw in videos. And when I realized that it doesn't happen like that in real life, it's turned me off. I am now so desensitized to porn and sex that it literally does not phase me anymore.
Here lies the problem. My wife does not know about my addiction. I have always felt that it is a personal thing that I should keep to myself. In my own defense, she has never made the first move. She doesn't make an effort to want to have sex with me. And the handful of times that we have done it, I have felt nothing. It's not because I'm not attracted to her. It's because I just don't like it. I feel nothing from it. I have a sensory issue. So I don't like the smell or feel of a vagina on my hands or my mouth. And the few times that we've actually done anything, it's the same two positions.
Is there anybody else out there like this? I know I should be ashamed of myself and I am because I know my wife deserves it, hell, i've told her many times in the past that she deserves better than me. But for some reason, she likes me and wants to keep me, but I just can't push myself to wanting to have sex anymore.
I've had double cross for a whole now and the dry erase end of the marker finally dried out. I replaced it with a refill from a dry erase marker I had but now it won't write. What can I do because I do not want to buy a whole other marker
How many different style avenger bodies have been made?
Danhausen gets paid human monies to curse the Carolibe Hurricaine for the Stanley Cup. They lose in overtime. Someone pays Danhausen to reverse the curse to the Golden Knights and they lost by 2 that night.
And don't get me started on the NBA.
And yes I know the Knicks lost but thats only because they did not give Danhausen his courtside seats between Kylie Jenner and Timothee Chalamet. They didn't meet his demandhausens so the deal is off.