What are your insights from the Story Lut?
I like drugs a lot, but sometimes I go overboard and scare myself (I am working on this). Something I like to do when the anxiety starts and my thoughts start becomes scary because I’m too high to read the Qur’an. I just turn to random page and read. This time I landed on surah hud, right exactly where the Quran was going over the story of lut.
I find this particularly interesting, because when I converted I was gay and I do hold some resentment toward Allah sadly, because I had to change that part of my lifestyle. I’m trying to get over it, but I really don’t know how.
Obviously - this is a story warning against homosexuality and about how disastrous looking back is when trying to leave a sin. I also took this as a warning, because I was planning on getting more drugs when I read that.
But im curious what does the storu of lut mean to you? What have your shayukh said? Perhaps I might learn something useful to change my ways inshaAllah.