u/One_Service_396

I've never had a job interview because I was born and raised in my current job and its been 20 years-i need to move on. Well I have an interview tomorrow morning and im terrified! Im the type of person that cries when nervous so would there be some OTC thing I could take? I do have Lorazepam for racing thoughts at night to help me sleep-would that work?

I've never had a job interview before cause my whole life ive worked at the same place and now tomorrow I have one! im the type of person to cry when nervous and i doubt that'd get me hired!! I need something to make me chill out abit. Not weed. Something OTC. or what about Lorazepam? I take those to sleep occasionally because I have "mind chatter" some nights....would that work?! I just need actual help to land that interview!

So ive recently taken a stray under my wing and hes been fine but lately ive been getting home to that heavy cat spray scent and my bath towels come out of the laundry still smelling like pee! I cant even find the tell tale marks of where he mightve went! Is there a black light that actually works where i can see the evidence? What about laundry detergent to use? And what to use to get the urine off of wherever its at in the house?

So 6 months ago I got a proposal from a guy through my church elders (im conservative so thats how we do it). I havent seen this guy in at least 13 years and I first met him when I was 16-now im 32. I was nice to him back then because nobody else was and dont like bullies so I made a point of being nice. Throughout the years he'll reach out to contact me, he always ends up being creepy so I block him. He's genuinely creepy too! in all those years hes:

sent me a picture of himself using the urinal-blocked

engaged in beastiality and got fined-blocked

"cheated" on me with my cousin (i didn't care, I was thankful he was talking to someone else)-blocked

I was bored so I ranked called him using a sketchy app-he took it serious and was down for the fake one night stand-blocked again

Every time id block him hed find me again. So he sent the proposal, I told the elders "hell no! Absolutely NOT!!" and shortly after he tried to message me so instead of blocking...I evaded his questions and ignored him....then he got into a semi-truck accident, killed a father of 3 boys, and broke both femurs and his pelvis. All he could talk about is himself and could care less about the man he killed...blocked.

Then I got a silly card in the mail and a few days later he messaged me with a new number and beat around the bush and I never acknowledged his card.

He poured his heart out last night and I never responded so he deleted the message thinking I never saw it.

NOTHING ive ever done has ever given him cause to be so obsessive and strange..yet hes convinced we have a connection. I've told him multiple times im not interested, blocked him AT LEAST 10 times, and im at my wits end!!

Also his FAMILY and extended family have been reaching out trying to pressure me into marrying the nasty guy!! His whole family is chalk full of incest, pedophilia, immorality, etc. Why, WHY would people think I want that?!?! Please help!

I cant go another summer working in intense heat! I cant sweat so i get sick when I get too hot. What are some hacks or products to make it less miserable?