I have physical education as my 5th subject but it's showing that i can book ode fo ronly 4 subjects why so?
Will I not be able to give ODE in all 5 subjects?
I was registered for April 2026 but did not appear for exams so I want to give ODE.
How much is the fees for the above mentioned course , how much is it for first two years and the rest 2 years?
Hello, So I have wrecked all my previous exams , and i am kinda at zero at organic
And Manipal and CUET are my last hope, so if I do NCERT Wallah's lectures will they be enough for Manipal as well? Or should I do RA Sir oneshots or Sakshi Mam oneshots or something else? Please reply , please.
My mother is a single mother, she doesn't earn(I was a sick child she had to stay at home for me otherwise she is very much qualified and has done top notch education from one the bet colleges of India) , she has some money saved from the rent she get and from the jewellery she sold at the time my parents got divorced.
She made FD s of the moeny she got after selling the jewellery.
She never got a maid for herself, never went to a doctor , i never saw her enjoy, she was with me all the time since childhood and she kept on saving for my future.
All she wanted is to me become healthy and that once I was healthy she wanted me to do good in studies because she knows savings will exhaust one day and rent might stop coming so she wants me to become independent.
I was good in studies till 10th, got 91% without any tuitions or anything ( just one tuition for english a month before boards started).
Me and my mother got excited and she had all confidence in me.
I wanted to go to IIT , she paid the fees of FIITJEE (2.7 Lakhs).
I got inspired by all the online posts and made her get me a lot of books, she happily got me all of them (she had to gofar away markets as well to get the books and she got me the books each and every time).
I got into FOMO and wanted her to enroll me into a dummy school, I have her the reasons that I will get a good rank and I will do exercise daily.
She was skeptical at first but wanted me to provide all the best opportunities.
We have already paid a few months fees in my previous school , that could not be refunded plus we had to pay fees from the start in the new school, she paid some 30k more there.
I got enrolled, I became overconfident, did not study.
Passed exams barely in school, my mother thought I was doing good as the coaching used to follow it's own pattern so much of school syllabus was not covered.
I stopped going to offline classes, only went to 3 offline classes, told my mother online classes are also the same plus time is saved due to commute (they took classes in hybrid mode) .
Did not cover much syllabus, in class 12th my mother made my father buy a laptop for me (she never took any money from him for raising me but her bank account kinda became empty and she wanted me to have a laptop) , I already had a pc since class 9th but she wanted me to have a laptop as well so that I can comfortably study on bed.
I wasted time watching yt reels, before boards once when my mother checked my notebooks she found most of them empty, she understood my condition , she was angry but wanted me to get private tuitions she said she will pay for it and not to worry about anything just clear the exams. I did not take private tuitions as I was full of ego and I thought I will study form yt and will get good marks. I did not do that.
My mother legit cried a few weeks before boards, saying I destroyed everything, I destroyed each effort of her.
I did not study for boards ended up with 63%, not eligible for NITS or any college as most colleges demand pcm aggregate to be 60% and mine was 53%.
I scored 77 percentile in JEE. Couldn't tell her that otherwise she would have not let me take a drop. I edited it and showed 95 percentile, she was very happy, she was like you got such good marks I never expected it. We went to see some local colleges, My mother wanted me to take admission as I got good percentile, she was ready to give a a few lakhs donation because the board criteria was not getting fulfilled. I denied.
I made her pay some 1 lakh more for online coaching in drop year.
Did not study, wrecked improvement board examination, got 65% only.
Wrecked JEE, got 68 percentile, she was angry but did not say much.
Somehow convinced her for 2nd drop. She was ready to pay for everything again and wanted me to study in a systematic manner as it was my last chance.
At the very last I got online batches but did not study from them much.
Now, my 2nd drop year is ending , I scored 58 percentile in JEE, now targetting comedk but still I do not study much on daily basis, my mother still loves me.
My mother has come home after spending afternoon outside due to some work, We live in Delhi so it's very hot outside so she was obviously not in a mood of cooking after she came back. She ordered some paranthas from Swiggy and I went to take a bath. So, delivery boys often face problems in delivering our order due to location issues, so this time order got cancelled. My mother was saying I should have waited and collected the order first (she said that in a non angry way). Ok this point does make sense but like i just did not think about it at that time.
Now they placed 130 rupees charge due to order cancellation, my mother got very angry.
She was tired and hungry , so she just decided to make rotis for herself and eat and while eating she was raising complain so that they remove the cancellation charge. So When I come from bathing I have a habit of praying to god in the home temple so I went to do that first. It took 15 mins. When I came back my mother was angry at me. I was like why are you angry at me its not my fault and since she shouted at me I said I won't eat food.
She said that I have no courtesy and love for her and that I don't care for her even though she works so hard for me (she is a single mother), she says I should have first handled the swiggy complaint and should have asked her to eat in peace once I was out, she said Shanti se khana bhi nhi khane dete baharwaale toh tension dete hain ghrwaale bhi dete hain.
So yes somehow my mother found out about my Bhairav Baba Sadhna , I was thinking baba will never let anybody find out about this, why this happened?
I thought this was a secret between us.
