Sziasztok, megbántam, hogy nem jelentkeztem februárban felvin az ELTE programtervező informatikus szakjára, de mostanában láttam, hogy indul angolul is, és jún. 15-ig lehet jelentkezni. Bár tudom, hogy sajnos, mivel külön felvételi eljárás, ezért csak önköltséges úton lehetne..
Szoktak magyarok is így jelentkezni, vagy teljesen elvetemült ötlet?
im stuck in anorexia, but its not even about the mental part anymore. i dont even fear gaining weight, instead, the reason i cant get better is because i physically cant eat more and if i force it, i will feel even more terrible.
im pretty sure i completely messed up my digestion over the years. i barely feel hungry, and i will keep feeling full even after several hours of eating. i cant eat normal-sized meals anymore and sometimes even a glass of water is enough to make feel like im going to explode.
my bathroom habits are also messed up. i have had constipation for a very long time. every 2 weeks or so i get so bloated that i feel extremely uncomfortable and i cant eat anything at all..
i tried forcing it, or just simply being more patient but its been more than a year and i just keep losing weight. despite eating very little, im constantly bloated and feel full.
how do i reverse this? has anyone struggled with the same thing?
im stuck in anorexia, but its not even about the mental part anymore. i dont even fear gaining weight, instead, the reason i cant get better is because i physically cant eat more and if i force it, i will feel even more terrible.
im pretty sure i completely messed up my digestion over the years. i barely feel hungry, and i will keep feeling full even after several hours of eating. i cant eat normal-sized meals anymore and sometimes even a glass of water is enough to make feel like im going to explode.
my bathroom habits are also messed up. i have had constipation for a very long time. every 2 weeks or so i get so bloated that i feel extremely uncomfortable and i cant eat anything at all..
i tried forcing it, or just simply being more patient but its been more than a year and i just keep losing weight. despite eating very little, im constantly bloated and feel full.
how do i reverse this? has anyone struggled with the same thing?
about 1,5 years ago i have gradually lost my appetite, likely due to depression/anxiety and medications for them.
now im at a point where i basically never feel hungry, in fact i always feel some sort of weird fullness in my stomach, even if i havent eaten for several hours. though i generally feel really weak and i have lost so much weight..
i feel like im slowly killing myself by not eating because i at thid point i look like a skeleton, but at the same time, i feel like im going to throw up/ explode if i force myself to eat..
how do i fix this? i feel like its never going to get better and that im stuck like this forever..
ive been struggling with anorexia for 5 years now, and even though i started recovery 4 years ago, i keep relapsing because i still have the same disordered way of thinking and i cant seem to get rid of it.
rationally, i know what im supposed to do to get better and i know that the toughts and fears goging through my mind these times are bullshit. but still, especially duing stressful times, i always end up listening to thst certain voice.
though at this point, my fear related to eating is more connected to the fear that im going to feel sick if i eat too much, and whenever i eat, i always feel the need to eat as little as possible. when i feel full, i always feel guilty even though i know that i have to eat otherwise im going to die eventually.. but at the same time, i dont want to feel bloated and sick.
i wish i could just turn a switch in my mind..
i struggle with multiple disorders (anxiety, depression, ocd, eating disorder) and both my therapist and my psychiatrist basically said to me that they have no idea what to do at this point.. ive tried many different medications, techniques etc but none of them helped. i just keep felling deeper and deeper into my illnesses and at this point ive lost all hope that im ever going to get better..