u/PerfectSalt42

And I dmed the wrong person to talk about it. They got weirdly hostile and started berating me about how I'm the only person responsible for fixing my life. I said I know that, but continuing to repeat that over and over is triggering to me and I need a different angle. And then they just started to get all fucking hostile and rude telling me that they're not my therapist or my girlfriend, blah blah blah. I just needed some kindness? Can someone please help me process this? I'm suicidal and have been for years. I'm trying to heal and I need help. I'm sick of this kind of toxic individualism. It's going to drive me to suicide.

Hello. I'm 33 and nonbinary. I have very severe C-PTSD. I've been harmed by the so-called mental healthcare system so much that I'd rather die than pursue mainstream therapy or medication again. I'm extremely isolated and extremely traumatized. I think about killing myself all day every day. I tried last year. I don't know what to do anymore. I can't go back to the therapists that harmed me and I can't handle more useless meds and side effects. I'm willing to try alternative therapies. But I've also reached a point where I can barely move or speak or eat or sleep. I want to die so badly. How can I make the pain stop? Please.

I'm extremely suicidal. I've had extremely negative, harmful, traumatic experiences with the so-called mental healthcare system before and would rather die than pursue therapy or traditional psych meds again. Yes, yes, yes, I know very well that plants can't save me alone. But my god, I need all the help I can get. Humans have let me down immensely.

I myself am trans. It's a numbers game I think? Because I used to socialize almost exclusively within the queer community. And I've struggled a lot with my boundaries. So, the predatory individuals within the queer community found me. And a disproportionate number of those were trans women. And I'm not trying to paint all trans women as predators! I have also been close to and deeply loved many trans women. But at the same time, I feel really fucked up by the fact that this has happened probably like three times in my life at least? That's such a high number for such a small community. Frankly I do fear trans women now in much the same way that I fear men. I know that if I posted this in a right wing community I'd get "support", but obviously it would be all the wrong kind of support, considering how I myself identify. But I'm afraid that trans women are so untouchable in left leaning spaces that I'll be banned for even talking about what I've been through. And not being able to talk about this is making it worse. I feel so alone.

Hello. I have severe C-PTSD and have also had horrific experiences with the so-called mental healthcare system. I am at the end of my rope and I'm open to any and all suggestions for a healing direction. I also struggle a lot with anger because of everything that has happened to me.

This person should already be suffering in the afterlife, but if they aren't, I want to make sure of it.

My ex owes me thousands of dollars and I need that money back as fast as possible (it has taken two years over the original promised deadline). He insists he will pay me. But he doesn't.

I also need to curse him for the horrific abuse he put me through. He made me lose my will to live.

How can I curse him to a life of misery and misfortune without impacting his ability to send the money he owes me?

I'm desperate. I'm not okay and I need justice for how people have hurt me. Starting with him.

I need help

Please don't delete this post, I really want to know.