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Pata hai aaj kya Hua,

So this is my ex, 2 years back she left me but from past 1.5 years she is continuously reaching me out, there ALottttt of calls nd msgs, but I never replied.

She is an only child, nd her mother has passed away, there are only two members in her family, her father and her.

But about 1 week ago I replied, I think acha let's seen, what she wants to say, but wahi traditional rona gona, tum bahut achhe ho maaf krdo, meri halath aaisi hai waisi hai blaa blaa, I listened whole things nd tried hard to make her understand nd blocked.

But now somehow from diff diff nums she is sending me texts, I have alot of meaningful things to do, I didn't want talk to her, I'm worried while make her understand, idk what to do in this situation nd how to came out from this.

Why we endup last time? 2 years back she cheated on me with his ex, I was literally traumatized for months, I was literally forgot how to smile, it feels I'm carrying a weight on my chest nd that weight gets increased when night comes, I fucked up all my creative things,

but somehow I overcame from this, i built myself again brick by brick, nd found myself again.

If I talked her again it is self betrayal for me,

I didn't wanted that, she is forcing me to talk,

nd after reading her chats it feels isse abhi bhi bahut time lagega so immature, during these 2 years i grown up alot, I didn't wanted to loose myself again.

Obv, I also wanted to feel loved but not by her.

Plss sugg me rn what to do?

Joined gym, after a very long time (almost 1y),

Koi aapse sawaal kyu hi puchega.. 🥀 ( except 144 one )