u/Playful_Comb_5006

to be honest I’m really going through a lot.

father of 2

bm always nagging or complaining when something’s not right or when something doesn’t go her way. She always had to be right. ( I be letting her have it because her mom passed away recently but she’s been like this)

family hates me for no reason

having hella body pain and shit, sleep deprived

I just feel like im just a problem because I exist idfk
feel like I wanna end it all idk what’s wrong 😔

Im a twin but I almost always get worst child crown…. I’m the youngest.. tbh my parents said they didn’t even want twins from the start so I feel like I always been the problem lol. never did nothing bad as a kid but probably take money from my parents…I started taking money from them when I was like 16 -18. I was a fein and a heavy smoker I paid my debt back tho and apologized deeply. I never got my way I never got what I wanted to do and they a tell me true world isn’t fair and your never gonna get your way. But yk who got what they wanted my twin brother lol im not hating i just was like damn it isn’t fair.
I have a twin brother which is like the worst person I met lol idk if I’m crazy or w.3 but ya.
He burnt the house down, maxed out credit cards,
Stolen 500$ worth of tutor money brings weapons to school etc. he done all of this before we even got to high school keep in mind. We was in and out of hotels until the age of 15.My twin the one that influenced me to smoke / drink. He pawned my only graduation gift which I had got from my auntie which was a coach book bag it was like 400-500 he pawned it for like 60$ and bought weed with it and our parents didn’t do anything about it… i just feel like I’ve been done wrong or im trippin. everytime i got in trouble it was never my fault it was always because of my twin brother and they a be like you never do nothing which 9 times out of 10 it’s true i really never do nothing bullshjt come to me I mind my business but shit don’t mind me lol . My brother got my jumped and robbed in our home for what reason i dont know till this day lol! I cant make this shit up. My mom kicked me out the house when I was 19 going on 20 but you kno who still lives there till this day my freaking twin brother. Till this day and I’m 22 years old my mom, dad, and twin brother treat me like shit lol.