Some of these are just to show off what style I wear - punk pop kinda FOB kinda thing, BUT I wanna lean into the whimsy tweemo kinda thing. Im extroverted and very much talkative and creative and I love to sing and I think I lean most to skater aesthetic? Sorry about how girly the photos are, my camera roll is very small and Ive been repressing for a while.
Hey. So from 13-15 I have made attempts to bind, even before questioning. Layering non compression bras and actual sports bras, etc. a year and a half ago, I got a bunch of sports bras, and using 3-4 at a time to bind. At this point, my chest was still growing, probably a B cup, now a D-E. The binding has caused my chest to have severe stretch makes along my chest, along with scars from my chest being pulled and compressed to the point where these stretch marks would bleed. I believe this would go into whenever I have top surgery and these stretch marks will go into my results, leaving the marks as reminders of my chest. I'm wondering if anyone has gone through anything similar, and if this'll affect top surgery if I choose to get it. God, if I can't, I'll cry.
Wrote this to myself in my messages, I can't keep this in anymore and I can't talk to anyone about it.
Me and this guy have been talking for 2 weeks now. He's American. He called me his girlfriend 2 days ago, and like every single day I think about blocking him cos everything is moving so fast. I expected finding love to be like a romance film, but 2 weeks of talking online and we're already dating. I also feel like the way he's treating me is probably just some sort of honeymoon phase, and that it won't last. I also just find it insane that I have a boyfriend, and I'm worried that it's not gonna last (I have extreme attachment issues, not to mention I'm currently grieving my late sister). But when I talk to him I have a good time, and I love it. He always says he loves me, he listens to what I like and understands what I have to say - we have the same political views and humour, and he's genuinely the kindest soul ever. It feels so weird when he tells me he loves me and that I'm beautiful. I don't know why. I just feel so weird. I am really starting to like him, he seems really lovely, but I don't know what to do.
edit: he's been blocked!!
.update: I felt really guilty so I unblocked him and now I regret it 💔
edit 3: DW HE WAS BLOCKED AGAIN COS HE STATTED MAKING REALLT SEXUAL JOKES WHEN HE KNOWS I'M ASEXUAL.
Me and this guy have been talking for 2 weeks now. He's American. He called me his girlfriend 2 days ago, and like every single day I think about blocking him cos everything is moving so fast. I expected finding love to be like a romance film, but 2 weeks of talking online and we're already dating. I also feel like the way he's treating me is probably just some sort of honeymoon phase, and that it won't last. I also just find it insane that I have a boyfriend, and I'm worried that it's not gonna last (I have extreme attachment issues, not to mention I'm currently grieving my late sister). But when I talk to him I have a good time, and I love it. He always says he loves me, he listens to what I like and understands what I have to say - we have the same political views and humour, and he's genuinely the kindest soul ever. It feels so weird when he tells me he loves me and that I'm beautiful. I don't know why. I just feel so weird. I am really starting to like him, he seems really lovely, but I don't know what to do.
edit: listened to y'all and he is now blocked ✌️
update: I felt really guilty so I unblocked him and now I regret it 💔
edit 3: DW HE WAS BLOCKED AGAIN COS HE STATTED MAKING REALLT SEXUAL JOKES WHEN HE KNOWS I'M ASEXUAL.