What might this be, and what has worked for you?
I am not sure if its anhedonia or not, though I feel extremely off. Here are some notes I took
"Insane laziness for the most simple things. Like writing something down.
Always bored no matter what I do
It would solve a problem to move something slightly to the left. And something overcame me making me not want to do it. Idk if it was laziness. Just a semi truck hit of indifference.
Somethinf can sou d like a good idea and then 2 secs later I opt to not do it.... just bc i quickly completely dont care anymore
Sometime I feel like I am going to die of boredom, or apathy
Im pacing desperately trying to find something to excit me ir engage me.... or maybe just something I care about "
What might this be and what has worked for you if you ever found yourself in a similar boat?