I've been attempting to shift on and off for a while now with very little success. Part of this, I believe, is due to my severe adhd and inability to focus on my DR for longer than a minute.
Been wondering if anyone has come up with a method for someone who has severe adhd.
I may be going on medication soon so if there are no methods perhaps i can wait. but im also unsure if meds have any affect on the ability to shift.
recently I found a really cool warrior cats mod for Minecraft called Warrior Cats Events (or just wce) and I was wondering if there were any servers out there for it.
ive been looking around and haven’t found any active warrior cats roleplay servers for Minecraft which has been a bit disappointing.
even if a server exists that doesn’t use this mod I would really like to know and possibly join!
to give an example for what im talking about in the title I’ll give an example from my personal experience.
i self shipped with Starlo from undertale yellow a long time ago. He was a massive comfort to me during an extremely stressful part of my life and he made me feel happier. however, one day I met an ex friend of mine I will simply call A. A kinned Starlo a lot and we ended up getting into a toxic codependent situationship. I can’t say what happened in that relationship in this sub but it was bad.
at some point while we were friends I saw the original creator of Starlo mention that although undertale yellow doesn’t have voice acting, he head-cannoned A as the official voice for Starlo.
When I finally got out of that toxic situation I couldn’t look at my F/O the same. Someone who brought me great comfort during a previous relationship only to be ruined by the latest one. BUT BUT BUT!!!! things got better.
over time i stopped associating Starlo with A. I knew in my heart Starlo would never treat me the way A did and slowly I found comfort in him again. i Continue to self ship with Starlo and draw fan art of him in private :)
now, has anyone else had a similar experience to me? I’d love to hear about your stories.
was curious if there were any yume shippers out there who are polyamorous and not just ship themselves with their f/o but ship their f/o’s with each other.
i am poly myself and my two main f/o’s right now are Nightmare knight from cucumber quest and Starlo from undertale yellow. I think that, although they don’t make much sense together, my two f/o’s would be super cute together :).
for a long while now I haven’t felt quite right in my own body. for a while I thought it was just my gender, and partially that was the case. however in recent years I’ve come to feel it’s a bit more than just that.
i don’t know exactly what I am. I am constantly changing and transforming but I am most certainly never human. I don’t think I can ever be content just being stuck in a single form. especially not one that doesn’t match who I truly am.
i feel as if I should be something more. Something incomprehensible. I want to be able to change my form at will. I want to be a shadow, a ball of light, an angel, a star, all of those all at once.
ive always felt like I should have wings and a less solid form. One that can change, i dont like being so physical and solid.
this dysphoria gets worse sometimes when I really focus on it. Sometimes I'm okay when I’m not actively thinking about it, but when I’m alone with my thoughts, it pains me deeply.
is what I’m experiencing a form of otherkin? Or is this experience something else entirely?