The pinned comment made by this page has offended so many people, they are saying one shouldn’t fear or fear keeps you behind and what not. The page didn’t even say that no one should have kids yet people were so offended. If you want to look at the replies go check their instagram page.
I literally don’t think any other nepo kid is having as good of a life as Rysa. Obviously you don’t really know what people go through behind the scenes but based on her social media damn she is living the life, always traveling and having the time of her life. In the next life I hope I am born as Rysa Panday also she doesn’t seem like she does any type of work like she is not even a influencer literal life goal 🥲 for anyone who doesn’t know she is the sister of Ananya Panday. I wish my family funded my life like that, what a blessing.
Sometimes I am so zoned out while watching a video on TikTok when someone is talking about something and all I can think at that moment is how do people take life seriously. The urge to continue legacy and work and what not. It feels like everyone is playing a character and often feels like everyone is immortal. I don’t truly know how to describe this feeling but it just does not feel like a real place cause tbh we all die at the end so why are people so serious about creating life?
He has mentioned quite a few times that his sister stays with him. Most people don’t take mental health seriously and would never understand why someone becomes so lost after losing someone. His sister became really isolated after losing their parents and it is so beautiful that he takes care of her. A lot of siblings wouldn’t do that, tbh you would get bashed for eating without earning but he understands why his sister became like that, I often think about this cause I know many wouldn’t do this for their sibling especially after getting married and having kids.
I am writing this while I am having a break down. This life is so cruel, I am so mad at my parents for bringing me here. Literally no one can cure my pain or the traumas. My OCD is eating me alive. I am so mad at this world, it has been so painful. I seriously don’t know what I am suppose to do, I don’t even know how to get a job. This is so unfair, the suffering is so brutal.
You truly don’t know what life has in store for you. Statistically yes people who have more money suffer less. But even people with money cant avoid chronic illness or uncertainty. It is so unfair to bring a child and watch them suffer and all you can do is just pray. I will never understand parents, how do you see your kids be in pain and you give birth to more and in general when you watch someone in so much pain, when you know the human experience can be brutally painful then why do you bring an innocent human here. I have dealt with serious mental health issues and life has been so traumatic for me. Sometime I scream in my room cause I am in so much pain but guess what my mother does nothing cause she cant do anything about it, all she does is pray and that has never helped anyone.
My cousin had dealt with a lot of pain especially physical pain due to her chronic back pain. I went to her house one day and she got really mad at her mom and she was yelling at her for doing something and when she gets mad she brings up all the pain she has endured. She screamed at her and told her you are the reason I have back problem, you are the reason I went through so much pain. She is right, every pain you go through, no one is more responsible for it than your parents.
Life is not fair, it has never been. When you have a kid, it is like drawing for a lottery, you either win or lose. I do agree that all humans suffer regardless of what you have but in reality majority of the world is not fair only a small percentage of people have generational wealth, good looks/health and good family. Life would have been easier if I was good looking or I was rich but thats majority of the world. You don’t meet all checkpoint, it is a rare case so why would you risk your child’s life like that?
For context I stopped believing in God because of my suffering. As a kid I would beg God to stop my pain, and it took me years to realize there is no God. If there was one he would never let me or anyone suffer. My mother is very very aware of my mental health and how much suffering I endure. She often tells me, she wishes she could remove all my pain so when I see her pray it makes me angry because I know she is praying for nothing, there is absolutely no one who is listening to her. It makes me angry because how can she believe in God when she sees me in literal pain everyday.
My cousins and I have always been really close since childhood. Recently, two of them have gotten especially close, and I’m completely okay with that because sometimes people naturally bond more over shared interests and common things. But today it really upset me. We went to an amusement park, and by the end of the day she kept choosing to sit next to that cousin on the rides. Not even once did she ask me to join her. At one point, she chose everyone else except me. I got really upset, but I don’t know if I’m overreacting or not.
Life is so fun, all I do is worry about money and safety. Basically all I do is worry but I am alive and thats all that matters Yay. Thanks to my parents for all the suffering and pain.
Its such a tragedy that I was ever born. I believe there is three things thats very important in life beauty, money and good skills. By good skills I mean having a passion and thats your job. I would also put health in beauty category. I tell my mom how I don’t have any of the above and it is nearly impossible to be okay without these things. I understand that even after having all those can still make life difficult but without these life is so hard. I wish I could feel okay for a day, it’s been a tough life for me. I feel trapped, I feel like I am being punished. I wish I wasn’t born.
Do they even hear themselves? I know this person she always posts about the tragedy of this world, kids suffering and so much more. And states how cruel this world is and despite all that she gave birth this year. How can people be so aware of the suffering yet give birth is beyond my understanding.
I have always had bad luck, no matter how much I try I always end up failing. Plus my financial and home crisis has always put me behind than my friends or peers. When I brought that up, my mother said not everyone has good luck exactly then why would put me in a world that plays with peoples luck. Why would you put me here when there is a risk of not winning or even ending up in a terrible place. I am tired of her excuses and not admitting that giving birth to me was not a right decision.
I often daydream of a better life, sometimes I am so into my dream life that it feels so real. Then I told myself I still wouldn’t want to be born because truly what’s the point nothing absolutely nothing.
I am literally terrified of life, I am scared for my future, I am scared and worried about everyone’s well being all the time. It is eating me alive to be honest. I just broke down in-front of my mom and told her, how can I stay alive with so much fear. I don’t know how I can be alive with so much fear and traumas and grief. She just sat there quietly because she knows she did a big mistake and she feels guilty. My intention is not to make her feel guilty, but I just needed to say those things out loud cos I feel like those feelings are trapping me.