u/RaiseOurAxesToTheSky

Basically the title, I'm playing on Android and I want to make Sarah Lyons pale like how she was in Fallout 3. Any way to do so?

So I live in las vegas which has some of the worst renter's rights, social support networks, walkability, public transport, and isolation probably in the country. The other day I injured myself accidentally on my knee and i've barely been able to walk since I haven't left my apartment since Thursday evening, my fuck ass truck is broken down after I had just fixed it recently. That same truck was also recently broken into and thousands of dollars of my mechanic's equipment stolen, i'm overdue on rent and facing eviction, i've done a lot to make this money so I can pay it off , but I get screwed over by every individual that's supposed to pay me. It's been so rage inducing that I've genuinely written down their information, I'm never going to forget or forgive these people. And possibly the worst was that the e r I went to was supposed to give me crutches but they were out. I asked them to prescribe me crutches, and they just didn't. The bitch ass nurse even kept going on about how the pain is just in my head because the x ray showed nothing was broken. But their own discharge papers said that i clearly have extensive soft tissue damage that will need to be evaluated by a specialist. So I have no crutches , I have no means of getting around and my best friend and roommate who was driving me around and helping me left for the weekend. At least he got me frozen food so I can eat easily, I'm thankful for that. But i'm so enraged. I can't stand this. And completely separate from any of this, my long time online friend who was basically my best friend and who i've told everything to, absolutely everything, and who was always my emotional rock and would engage with me constantly and truly loved me, she's unavailable. She has been for months ever since her grandfather passed away. I don't blame her at all, it's been a few months and still I don't blame her but almost every night I dream that she checked back in because she used to check in and then she stopped. I dream she checks back in again and it makes me so happy until I wake up. Well , I don't even have her to talk to anymore i've only sent her very occasional texts. Usually I would tell her all this and she engage with me and tell her about her own life. We were so unbearably close, almost like brother and sister. We basically made up our own language and I have no one to speak that language with me. At a time like this. Fuck my life.

So I live in las vegas which has some of the worst renter's rights, social support networks, walkability, public transport, and isolation probably in the country. The other day I injured myself accidentally on my knee and i've barely been able to walk since I haven't left my apartment since Thursday evening, my fuck ass truck is broken down after I had just fixed it recently. That same truck was also recently broken into and thousands of dollars of my mechanic's equipment stolen, i'm overdue on rent and facing eviction, i've done a lot to make this money so I can pay it off , but I get screwed over by every individual that's supposed to pay me. It's been so rage inducing that I've genuinely written down their information, I'm never going to forget or forgive these people. And possibly the worst was that the e r I went to was supposed to give me crutches but they were out. I asked them to prescribe me crutches, and they just didn't. The bitch ass nurse even kept going on about how the pain is just in my head because the x ray showed nothing was broken. But their own discharge papers said that i clearly have extensive soft tissue damage that will need to be evaluated by a specialist. So I have no crutches , I have no means of getting around and my best friend and roommate who was driving me around and helping me left for the weekend. At least he got me frozen food so I can eat easily, I'm thankful for that. But i'm so enraged. I can't stand this. And completely separate from any of this, my long time online friend who was basically my best friend and who i've told everything to, absolutely everything, and who was always my emotional rock and would engage with me constantly and truly loved me, she's unavailable. She has been for months ever since her grandfather passed away. I don't blame her at all, it's been a few months and still I don't blame her but almost every night I dream that she checked back in because she used to check in and then she stopped. I dream she checks back in again and it makes me so happy until I wake up. Well , I don't even have her to talk to anymore i've only sent her very occasional texts. Usually I would tell her all this and she engage with me and tell her about her own life. We were so unbearably close, almost like brother and sister. We basically made up our own language and I have no one to speak that language with me. At a time like this. Fuck my life.

Basically what the title says, earlier today I hurt my knee on accident and it hurts so goddamn bad. I basically can't move my leg in any way or put any weight on it or else it hurts like a fucking bitch. They told me I should use crutches but then said they didn't have any. And just never followed up on that note, never said anything. At first I thought I'd be okay but hell no I will not be. I'm in insane pain even after taking a lot of medicine for it. I want the utility and also I can't drive anywhere due to this injury so I'd have to carefully take the city bus.