To everyone who posts FBC items on resale sites with “Penelope Gazin” in the description. It has become more difficult to filter through the non FBC items lately when just using Fashion Brand Company. Hope everyone has a fun dressed weekend ❤️
Anyone here from Nashville that knows which store has the largest selection of washi tape? Besides hobby lobby and Michael’s <3
Anyone here from Nashville that knows which store has the largest selection of washi tape? Besides hobby lobby and Michael’s <3
This epiphany is only a few hours old but I’m curious if anyone can relate. Context: my mother was very legalistic and fear based Christian parenting. I think she did the best she could but it wasn’t great. She was emotionally unavailable and negligent on almost every level, which I think was partially bc of how afraid she was/is of going to hell. No decisions were made with thoughtful consideration. Just. Avoiding. Hell. Now: I’m 36 and kind of just moments ago realized that I’ve never made a big or important decision by myself. I’ve always anxiously or desperately or both…sought out a friend or someone who would help make decisions or would validate a choice I was leaning towards. I feel like this is another piece of my puzzle. Rebuilding from this fucked up fear fueled childhood. I feel like I didn’t even have a sense of identity until I left the church around 18. I constantly grieve time wasted not being a child or self actualizing as I got older. Because depth and creativity and boundaries weren’t taught. Real conversations couldn’t happen because it all just went back to God or sinning or not sinning or whatever. Anyway. This is jumbled. But does anyone relate to any of this?
Whyyyyy is my body behaving as if I’m in the most life threatening situation. The weekend went by too fast. Im grieving bc this time two years ago my dad was really sick with brain cancer and the anniversary of his death is coming up in May. Im sure it’s related. But. Le sigh. I wish I could just enjoy the rest of my weekend without this cloud of anxiety and sadness.