u/Raymond-Berger

I’m asking because there’s a specific neighborhood in my city where everytime I go to it, I experience a slew of lucky and positive experiences the following days (getting invited to fun events for free, winning prizes, running into friends at random, etc.). The neighborhood also has a lot of beautiful houses and wealthy residents.

Is this neighborhood somehow emanating energies of luck and abundance? I do wonder if there are certain crystals in the ground around there, or if someone living there has a bunch of powerful crystals in their home.

I feel this strong, overwhelming desire to travel the world. I’ve felt this way since my earliest memories of life. Traveling is my #1 passion, I love it more than anything. All I want to do with my life is travel. However, my financial circumstances are preventing me from traveling. I’ve been stuck trying to figure out what job(s) to get in order to make the money needed to travel, but I feel extremely strong resistance to every single job. My soul really detests the idea of having a normal job, and I don’t know why. I don’t need a job I love, I just need a job I can tolerate so that I can pay for my travels, but I still have yet to find a job I can tolerate. I’ve tried sucking it up and applying for jobs even though I really didn’t want them, but they all rejected me anyway.

I’ve gotten many psychic readings on this subject. Interestingly, many readings are predicting I’ll finally start traveling extensively in 2027 (which I’m super excited about if it’s true). However, none of them revealed how I’m going to afford it.

I’ve tried meditating and listening to my intuition to try to get answers on what to do about this, but I still don’t have a clear answer. When I meditate, I don’t get any business or career ideas, I strangely feel gravitated towards being animalistic. I feel like I’m supposed to be like an animal in some way. I know this doesn’t mean I’m supposed to physically transform into an animal (obviously), and no, I do not feel like this means I’m supposed to work with animals or take care of them. I feel like I’m supposed to be an animal, not take care of animals. I feel like I’m supposed to be an animalistic human. I feel like I’m supposed to live like an animal as a human. I feel like I’m not supposed to live like a normal human, but rather like a pet or wild animal. I know it sounds weird, but this is what comes to me whenever I meditate and try to tune into my higher self.

Any thoughts or advice?

Long story short - 3 years ago, I temporarily left Christianity, because I discovered a concept called the “Law of Assumption,” which suggested that we ourselves were God, and that whatever we assumed to be true would become true. This made me believe Christianity was a cult, so I left it and tried to manifest my dream life using the Law of Assumption for 3 years. I became so delusional that I neglected responsibilities and made my life more chaotic. Absolutely nothing changed or improved in my life after 3 years, despite me assuming the best for myself.

Just yesterday, I came across a video of a former X Factor contestant revealing the truth about how the world is run (government, education system, entertainment industry, even Christian organizations, etc.). He basically said the world is secretly run by freemasons (who are satanists in disguise). He explained everything so explicitly, and everything he pointed out made it so evident that both Jesus and Satan are indeed real. After watching that video, I dropped my belief in the Law of Assumption for good, and I returned to Jesus.

Even though it feels great to be free from the Law of Assumption cult, I’m still very lost in life. I don’t know what I’m supposed to do in this world run by satanists.

The fact that I was even willing to give up Jesus to believe in the Law of Assumption just proves how badly I wanted my desires. I thought I could use it to achieve my lifelong dream of traveling the world. Now that I know I’m not in control of my life, I feel so insecure, knowing that I might never fulfill my dream.

I was also hoping I could use the Law of Assumption to manifest financial freedom so that I could quit my job (which I really hate). It feels so bad knowing I might be stuck in this unfulfilling job for a long time (if not forever).

And I do not look forward to getting older and dying, and seeing my loved ones die in the future. I was hoping to use the Law of Assumption to reverse the ages of myself and my loved ones.

Heck, I was so delusional, I thought I could use the law to turn into other animals. I wanted to do this not only because I love animals, but also because I wanted to avoid human responsibilities (especially going to work). I was hoping to turn myself into an animal or a little kid so that someone could take care of me forever, and so that I didn’t have to do things I hate doing.

I feel so screwed knowing I can’t avoid the suffering I was hoping to avoid, and that I might never fulfill my dreams.

Does anyone have any advice?

It’s been my dream to travel frequently and extensively ever since my early childhood. I’m trying to manifest travel into my life, but so far to no prevail. Has anyone successfully manifested travel? If so, how did you do it?

I’m very lost in life right now. My dream is to be a world traveler, whether it be living a nomadic lifestyle or going on trips very frequently. In order for me to do this, I need to be able to make money so that I can fund my travels. However, I have absolutely no idea how to make that money. Every time I consider getting a job of any kind, my gut screams “NO!” So I don’t go after the job. I’ve tried sucking it up and getting a job anyway (because I really need the money), but it never worked out, and I would lose the job immediately.

I’ve tried sitting still and quiet with my thoughts, but nothing comes to my mind. I get no impulses, ideas, or anything.

This is so frustrating. My intuition clearly tells me what NOT to do, but won’t tell me what TO DO. I’m always hearing “don’t do this,” but never hearing “do this.”

What is going on here?

Last night, I had a dream where I woke up at 2am, and I heard the doorbell ring. I answered the door, and it was my friend. As I opened the door, a raccoon ran into my house and started biting and scratching me aggressively. I ran outside, and the raccoon kept following and attacking me. Eventually, the raccoon ran away, and I told my friend to take me to the hospital, because that raccoon might have had rabies.

The dream ended as we arrived at the hospital.

Unfortunately, I’ve just discovered that psychic mediums “Matt Fraser” and “Kim Russo” are both scammers. I watched several YouTube videos exposing how they do readings. First, they do plenty of online research on the person they plan to read, then when they read the person, they tell them the information they found online as if they were getting it from deceased loved ones. Plenty of people have also said they attended many of their events but never got chosen for a reading, and they think it’s because all their online profiles were private, so neither Matt nor Kim could get the information they needed to read them.

I actually have a ticket to Matt Fraser’s online event on Zoom tonight. I was hoping he could read me and tell me how to make my dreams come true, but now that I know he’s a fraud, I guess I’ll just sit back and watch him do his nonsense. And since I don’t have my full real name posted anywhere on the internet, I know he’s not going to choose me for a reading, because he can’t get any information about me.

As I’ve shared in a previous post, there’s another psychic medium/spiritual teacher I’ve been skeptical about named “Kelli Miller.” I’ve gotten to talk to her 4 times, and every single time, she would tell me something that didn’t make sense or didn’t resonate with me. For example, I asked here how I can realize my lifelong dream of traveling the world, and she said I should get an online remote job. I searched and searched and searched for an online remote job I could do, but had no luck finding one. I also asked her if I’m living in the wrong place since I don’t like where I live; She said no, and that the reason I feel unfulfilled is because I don’t have any goals. That is 100% wrong, I do indeed have goals.

With that said, it seems safe to say Kelli Miller is a scammer as well.

At this point, I am very lost and confused. I have no idea what the truth is, as I now see that so many psychics and spiritual teachers are liars. I don’t even know if there’s such thing as a real psychic.

There’s one lady I’ve met in person named “Ellie Laks.” She owns two farm animal sanctuaries in California and Tennessee, and she claims to psychically communicate with animals, both alive and deceased. She’s shared many stories about how her spot on intuition has saved animals’ lives. Out of all the “psychics” I’ve known, she seems to be the most legit. However, I’m not 100% sure about her either.

Overall, I am tired of being thrown in the wrong direction by all these fake psychics and spiritual teachers. I’ve wasted so much time and money following information that either harmed me or didn’t get me anywhere. If spirituality isn’t even real, then I have no idea what the heck I’m doing here on Earth. My circumstances are too bad to be fixed logically, and I most likely will suffer a lot in the future if I don’t get rescued by some miracle. I have big dreams I’ve held onto since I was a toddler, and it’s looking more and more like I will never fulfill them.

I feel so lost, baffled, and hopeless right now.

I just came across a tragic news story about a girl (named “Ava Costa”) who had dreamed about becoming an Olympic athlete since childhood, but can no longer pursue that dream due to a severe spinal cord injury.

I myself also have a lifelong dream I fear might no longer be possible either. I want to live a nomadic type of lifestyle and travel all around the world, but have been unable to do so due to health and financial difficulties.

I’ve heard many spiritual teachers teach that if you have a dream you’re super passionate about, it’s your life purpose (or a big part of your purpose), and the universe will move in every way it can to get you to that purpose.

However, it seems like both Ava and I were more passionate about our dreams than anyone. We were both super determined and worked really hard to turn our lifelong dreams into reality, yet still failed. Now we’re forced to live lives we don’t enjoy.

Are these teachers sure our dreams/passions are what we’re meant to pursue?

I just have a hard time believing we would be born with overwhelming desires that turn out to be completely useless…

Long story short: Ever since my earliest memories of life, it has been my dream to live a life traveling around the world regularly. Unfortunately, I still have not fulfilled this dream, and I’ve run into loads of obstacles.

There’s one psychic medium I follow on social media named “Kelli Miller.” She teaches that finding your life purpose requires you to follow your curiosity, and to not pursue anything that goes against your intuition.

I’ve been watching her livestreams, and I even asked her a few questions. She told me I should look for an online/remote job, since that will allow me to make money and travel at the same time. I totally agreed with what she told me.

With that said, I’ve been searching on websites like Indeed and WeWorkRemotely looking for a job that resonates with me, but to no prevail. I’ll look at job descriptions to see if they’re jobs I’m interested in or can at least tolerate, but I’ll always get a feeling in my gut telling me not to move forward with it (not out of fear, but in a “nope, screw this, this is boring” kind of way).

I’ve been following my curiosity and my intuition as much as I can, but am still getting absolutely nowhere in life.

Another thing she teaches is that you can manifest things into your life by thinking as if you already have it (this concept is also taught by Abraham Hicks, Matt Frasier, Neville Goddard, and many other teachers). However, this has not worked for me.

Is Kelli Miller a scam/heretic, or am I not manifesting or hearing my intuition correctly?

I am 28 years old, and it has been my dream to live a life traveling all over the world ever since I was 2 years old (my earliest memories of life). Traveling and exploring the world has always been my #1 passion. Unfortunately, life has not worked out in my favor, and I’m still not living my dream. It scares me that my 20s are almost over, and I still haven’t fulfilled my dreams or lived my life’s purpose. I have traveled, but not as frequently or extensively as I long to. I’m also extremely envious of those who are younger than me and have traveled way more than me.

The main thing that’s stopping me from living this dream is a lack of income. I have never had a paying job and am on social security due to ADHD and other mental disorders. I’ve only done volunteer work, which I’ve never felt fulfilled doing (I volunteered working with animals and children). I went to college and majored in Early Childhood Education, but stopped taking classes after a year, because a career in ECE didn’t feel completely right for me (I only liked it to an extent). I also applied for jobs at many different preschools, and I got rejected from all of them. I currently live with my family, since I cannot afford to live on my own. I don’t have a driver’s license either. I’ve taken 3 driving lessons, but have done pretty bad on all of them. I nearly crashed on the first two lessons, then I had a strict instructor who kept scolding me for my mistakes on the third lesson. I really want to learn how to drive though, since that will allow me to travel more. It’s just that driving lessons are very expensive, and as I’ve mentioned, my finances aren’t very good.

For almost a decade now, I’ve been doing a ton of introspection trying to figure out a way for me to make more money and fulfill my nomadic dream. I’ve taken career quizzes trying to find jobs I’m capable of doing and can tolerate, but have had no luck with that. I’ve tried getting to know myself better and seeing if there’s another passion I have besides traveling, but traveling still seems to be the only thing that lights me up. I really don’t know my talents either. All I know is that I’m good at giving people directions (telling people how to get somewhere), writing, organizing things, and have very good hand-eye coordination.

Lastly, I tried applying for flight attendant jobs for several airlines, but I either got rejected or didn’t meet their requirements.

Any advice on how I can get out of my situation and start living the life of travel I so badly want?