Disgusted with sexual partner after sex.
So I’ve had this issue for forever and I’ve asked some mates about it and none of them have had my experience.
Before sex I’m like an animal possessed, I cannot wait to rip her clothes off, see her naked, put my tongue in places no human should ever put their tongue, you get the point. I get so into it during the act I feel like I can’t get enough skin or touch her enough and I never want it to end. But then… the millisecond I come, I am absolutely disgusted with what I’ve just done. I cannot believe where my tongue has just been i get so repulsed by the person I’ve just had sex with I don’t wanna be anywhere near them. Like do not fucking touch me with your filthy hands. It’s actually so frustrating. Because in my head it would be nice to sit and cuddle or whatever but I am so disgusted with what’s just happened I physically can’t let myself. WTF IS WRONG WITH ME. The next morning I’m fine again I can wake up and want to go again which blows my fucking mind because literally a couple of hours ago I was repulsed by your very existence. I’m 35 years old, and a lot has changed about me since I’ve been sexually active, but this problem has been a constant all the way through.
Someone tell me I’m not alone?