Elpahba's perspective
so yesterday i shared someone's perspective they shared with me about Elphaba and Fiyero but today I thought i would share my personal opinion about it. I look at this situation from Elphaba's perspective, I wrote this from Elphaba's perspective.
All Elphaba's life she was alone, she was bullied and mocked, her father hated her and her sister was ashamed of her. She never had any friends until Glinda. Then she falls in love with Fiyero who by society's standards was "better" than her and he was with Glinda, There's no way he felt the same attraction she felt, she's just kidding herself if she lets herself believe he felt what she did and it hurts to much to let even wish for it. He has no reason to choose her over Glinda, because Glinda is Glinda and Elphaba is well Elphaba. She had been taught her whole life she wasn't worthy of love so she never expected it from anyone.
Then we get to for good, she's been on her own for a year, she is very lonely, we see her looking at the travel brochure from when she and Glinda went to the emerald city. She doesn't wanna be alone, she misses Glinda and the life she had briefly, before she left.
She goes to where the Ozians are gathered, she wants to make Oz see the truth about the Wizard, if she does maybe Oz would finally accept her. She sees Glinda on the stage with Madam Morrible, being adored by Oz. Glinda is supporting the Wizard and MM, the people responsible for taking away the Animals rights, who were using the Animals for slave labor. She was supporting the people who vilified her and wanted her dead.
The Galeforce chases her, she hides in a tree. Fiyero, the man she loves, is leading them, he is hunting her, he supports the Wizard as well. What's worse is he calls her "that wicked witch", he believes the lies about her. She knows he shouldn't, he of all people should know she's not wicked, he saw how much she cared about the mistreatment of the Animals, but he does. This hurts her, to think that he believes she's wicked " Fiyero....even you." If you watch the deleted scene of the defying gravity reprise she says " when I said i was flying solo is this what I had in mind?..All friends and allies gone." She thought she had lost everyone. She knows Fiyero didn't love her, that's not a surprise, she never expected him to but it still hurt.
She decides to see Nessa, maybe there's a chance Nessa would help her, maybe Nessa loved her?
She visits Nessa only to find out that Nessa blames her, she has no concern for Elphaba who's being hunted and is living in hiding. Then Nessa almost kills Boq and Nessa blames it on Elphaba. This tells Elphaba that what she'd hoped for wasn't true, Nessa didn't love her. That's two people she loved who didn't love her back. She hears that Fiyero is marrying Glinda, this hurts, but it's no surprise, it's what she'd always expected, he chose Glinda.
There's one left, Glinda, maybe there was a chance Glinda still loved her, maybe she could salvage that friendship.
She goes to see Glinda who is getting ready for her wedding, Glinda is happy to see her and she wants to help Elphaba by getting her and the wizard to make peace. She humors Glinda and goes with her to talk to the Wizard. The Wizard and Glinda try to convince her to join them, join the system and Oz will accept you. Elphaba is very tempted, if she joined the Wizard she wouldn't be alone anymore and maybe she would be accepted. The best part, she could have her friend back, and even though Glinda and Fiyero were getting married she could have both people she loved back in her life. This was very tempting but she can't just agree, the Wizard has to honor her conditions. He agrees to her conditions and they have a deal. I think Elphaba saw Glinda participating in wonderful as Glinda expecting Elphaba to choose her, to sacrifice her morals and cause and choose her because it's what Glinda wanted. This causes Elphaba to believe Glinda doesn't love her either, no one loved her.
Then she finds the caged animals, the Wizard tries to convince her he's not a bad man and she knows she can't be a part of a system so corrupt no matter how alone she was, she knew the Wizard couldn't be trusted.
She contronts the Wizard and then Fiyero shows up with Galeforce, he's pointing a gun at her, the man she loved not only was hunting her and believes the lies but now he's threatening to harm her. Then she gets the shock of her of her life, he turns the gun on the Wizard. Now he's the only other person in Oz who is standing up for what's right, that's good. Glinda comes in and she is surprised and she doesn't like that he's locked the Wizard in the cage, further conformation she supports the Wizard. Then the most shocking thing happens Fiyero chooses her. Elphaba is shocked, what? why was he choosing her?.
She weighs her options here, let Fiyero leave with her and protect his life, he just committed treason and if she didn't let him leave with her it wouldn't end well for him but she knows this will hurt Glinda, she doesn't wanna hurt Glinda. However saving Fiyero's life takes priority and she lets him leave with her.
When they arrive at her treehouse Elphaba doesn't what to think, he's there with her but that didn't just happen did it? He couldn't have just chosen her, just walked away from everything, and made a fugitive of himself. No one ever chose her, no one ever sacrificed anything for her before. No there must be some catch, he must want something from me.
Fiyero removes her cape, does that mean he wants her? No it can't, he can't really want her, can he? She decides to tell him how she feels and see how he responds because it can't be real.
After she tells him how she feels she waits for Fiyero to respond and how does he respond? He tells her she's beautiful. That can't be right, he can't actually thinks she's beautiful, no one's ever told her that before, except Glinda and she didn't mean it when she said it either. No, he's just saying what she wants to hear.
Then Fiyero is trying to convince her that he is sincere. Wait, does he really think she's beautiful? He tells her he looks at her differently than the rest of the world does. He doesn't see her as a freak or as a horribly wicked monster, he just sees her as she is.
Fiyero managed to convince her that he loved her and when she realized that she was so happy, for the first time in her life someone loved her and not just someone, someone she loved actually loved her back. She was just so happy to be loved, to feel loved.
It's also significant that Fiyero wanted to have sex with her, her green skin was her biggest insecurity. It was the reason her father hated her, her sister was ashamed, she was mocked and bullied and why life was just so unfair to her. Now there's Fiyero who has never been bothered by her skin, he doesn't see her a freak, or her skin as a deformity or as a wicked monster like everyone else, he just sees her, Elphaba, the woman he loves.
When i look at this way, from Elphaba's perspective I can't blame her for this. From our perspective should she have been more considerate of Glinda's feelings? yes. Was this morally questionable? yes. Did Elphaba break the friend code? yes but I think it would be almost impossible to resist in Elphaba's position. I just think it's important that we understand how sad and lonely Elphaba was when she said yes to Fiyero, it may have been wrong but the situation is very nuanced IMO.
Thoughts?