Before everyone says it's one of those series where the writer is high and gives immense plot armor to the character he's writing , HOW THE HELL did Miguel die to a bullet like out of all things a bullet to the head??? just because he doesnt have spider sense his reflexes and high senses could help him easily dodge a bullet , But it's a deadpool series so the WIN goes to him ig
so since im a foreigner national I had pak studies and urdu exempted during o levels but I didnt manage to pass Maths but even without maths I have 5 subjects which is the amount needed as a foreign student , I'm done with my A levels but when I went to get equivalency they wouldnt issue me one as they claimed since i dont have Maths they can't issue me the equivalence due to Maths being a requirement but what confuses is me my school never mentioned this nor did the school counselor infact it was my own school teacher that said its okay you have 5 subjects its enough for the requirement for IBCC , I already took a Gap year for MDACT and I can't have another I feel very left behind I'm gonna miss the uni admissions but IBCC wont issue me a ceritficate , I did some research and saw IBCC does their own exams for stuff like these and I wanted to know if anyone has given those exams and what am i suppose to do cuz I really can't afford another gap
How do I stop this chronic emptiness , I feel like a mindless void nothing excites me anymore I lost my FP but ego issues makes me tell myself its not because of my FP , I stopped anti depressants but I take Xanax very small doses but even that doesnt help I even tried taking a larger dose but that didnt even work either is something wrong ,..I could even stare for hours just dissociating
Guys so basically I made a post here before talking about how awful I felt since I'm in a bad situation with my FP but at this moment I feel so calm and HAPPY like I'm smiling and laughing maybe it's the SSRIs kicking since I've stopped it for a while to see if i can feel better without it (turns out no) this feels weird cuz this morning I was sobbing in the bathroom feeling nauseous and now I'm all giddy I hope I feel like this alll the time and I hope everyone on the sub feels the same too <3
It hurts more than I can even bare it feels like my chest is being compressed and torn open my throat feels restricted and ive been running to the bathroom due to upset stomachs why does having an FP hurt so much , my FP is this situationship guy due to religious reasons we cant meet up but i do wanna marry him yet i have to finish my degree first which will take another 3 years he saw me spiraling as sometimes i would blow his phone if he responded late and saw my true side thats when he asked that we be neutral between we do talk sometimes but now its been 6 days no response yet I see he uploaded an instagram story of himself and it automatically made me feel sick seeing no response from him I feel like throwing myself off the cliff it hurts soo much to love him I want to hurt myself real bad I miss him bad I wish i could end it all all these feelings I wish I was never a burden to him if only he could see how much he means to me I fell into this black hole of despair and lost interest in everything I hate this all I want him thats all I want yet I went from him responding all the time to now barely in a week ...