Major ego death recently. What kind of person do you see here in this chart?

(CHART IS POSTED IN COMMENTS, messed up didn’t wanna start over)

Feeling lost, empty and depressed.
Gone through a lot in all areas of life this year and I feel defeated.

I would just like an outside perspective from a stranger to cheer me up.
Even if whatever you have to say might be negative, I’m willing to hear it just to get some sense of direction.

Posted a while ago basically asking the same thing, but with the long backstory, it might’ve bored or scared some people off. Honestly a little desperate for any feedback.

Who am I?

And what is even my purpose anymore? Gifts? Pitfalls?

Any contribution helps.
Thanks.

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u/Repulsive-Cost3987 — 2 days ago

Local farms for eggs,meat, veggies, fruit etc?

Is there any local farms I can buy produce and groceries from? I want to stop buying from big name stores, or at least minimize.
I’ve definitely seen farms passing by certain areas in Temecula and murrieta. But never seen anything that says they’re selling.
Is the only way to get stuff from farmers markets?
If so, they never seem to have meat.

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u/Repulsive-Cost3987 — 3 days ago
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Saturn return in 1st house has officially knocked me out. I now have a concussion and memory loss. Stranger, tell me: who am I? [astro.com]

This year has really put me through the ringer since end of January. Was pulled in all directions and did not take care of myself. Ran on fumes til I blew up basically. Trying to figure out what to even do with myself.
Been very caught up with what else everyone wants, how to give them what they need and be useful, I don’t even know what I want or what I want to become… or whatever! I don’t even know what I don’t know! Ya know?

Feeling super lost. Sun and Saturn are natally conjunct. And Saturn has returned for me in Aries. In being in the 1st house too, really put it all front and center.
The job I have is public, people can hear about me word of mouth throughout the county I live in. And also throughout social media. I must maintain a social media presence to make money. Not only do I do all my own marketing, scheduling, finances, social media, etc, for myself, I am also a manager who does it for the rest of my workplace.

So I cater to my own clients, everyday, do what I can for my coworkers, I go home, and I take care of the demands of my family, my husband, and whoever else who might come to me for guidance. (I am a tattoo artist. Managing a tattoo shop. And tattoo artists without meaning to, are a sort of therapist for some people. Also am located where new age stuff is accepted. I am a tarot reader and offer free readings to my coworkers, and charge a cheapish price to anyone else who hears about me. Secret menu type thing only.)

So when I say “front and center”, I felt like me slowly slipping into a spiral was public for everyone around me to see. Which added to the pressure. I felt like I walk in the room and instead of a person, or a bug, I am just one big pile of laundry and trash.

Had to take off work for a week and a half, for being “sick” (in the head). When I finally realized some things, like the harsh reality of, well everything.
I Was being physically affected by the chronic stress and overwhelm and couldn’t remember to do anything no matter how much I tried. Kept losing misplacing things, my entire body felt like I worked out so hard like crazy, but haven’t, just with folding the laundry and trying to clean the room.

I’m still trying to find my way again. I unfortunately have to go back to work despite still feeling quite lost and messed up and TIRED. The sleep debt I’ve accumulated over time is crazy. At the very least, I have been prioritizing sleep, and that has seemed to help.

So yeah
Could anyone please tell me some stuff you see in my chart?

Whatever sticks out. Good, bad, whatever.
It would just be cool to hear an outside perspective, who doesn’t know me or what I look like. And if you have any other stuff to say about whatever else feel free.
So based off my birth chart, Do you think I’m hot and cool and sexy?

Thanks,
-Aries, feeling lost and beaten up by life.

u/Repulsive-Cost3987 — 2 days ago
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My crows are actually Ravens. Does this change things?

Everyone knows how to get a crow to befriend you. And how they might operate.
Are Ravens any different? Or are they exactly the same?

how do their preferences and behaviors differ?
How to identify which is male or female?

Been feeding them for 48 days today. But noticed that some things I do that crows would normally like, these ravens don’t seem to care for. Or am I overthinking it?

Pretty much,
can someone tell me everything there is to know about Ravens?
Going through a rough patch in life and I am basically like Tony Soprano with the ducks**.**

The ravens must be appeased.
Or so God help me.

u/Repulsive-Cost3987 — 10 days ago