u/ReserveOld4564

Hii

I have been told a masan is latched onto me? How does it happen. Fine...yes I did visit a cremation ground at night but there were other people there with me too. Why was only I affected?

Also, how does it affect people? I did have nightmares but a lot of God related dreams too. One where I was in my dream trying to convince my family that we need to go to Maa Kali Temple.

I just need more information on this please.

I have no idea at this point what is going on with my body. So I really wanna know if someone else has experienced the same thing.

I have heart palpitations the whole day now a days. I see vivid dreams of shadows/spirits in my home. Today was the worst.

I woke up shaking with fever but feeling cold. My brain kept saying "soemthing is wrong with your lower abdomin". And I have no idea why that happened. Then came the headaches and chest pain. I thought fine...it is a normal panic attack.

But it gets worse....

I literally point to some corner telling my mom there was someone there. That I could feel it. Then I said ut came closer. Almost cried because I felt it was sitting there just staring at me. Almost was about to leave the house because I thought that was the only solution.

Eventually I felt it go away and even heard it's footsteps??

Have I actually lost my mind atp? Do I need to be running to a hospital?

Has anyone else expereinced this? My symptoms keep getting worse and worse and all the doctors say it's just stress or anxiety.

So...I feel so hurt and pissed at the same time as I write this.

I have had my ADHD assessment done. My primary therapist and psychiatrist both agree that I have adhd.

I had to move cities and needed to get other physical exams done. During that the primary doctor told me he wanted me to go see another psychiatrist because he wanted to rule some stuff out.

I did as told..and that "doctor" just spoke with me for 3 mins and laughed when I said I have adhd. Said "you don't have aby of the symptoms". She didn't know my medical history or even checked my adhd report btw. I tried to tell her I had an assessment done and she replied with "just because an assessment says so does not make it true"

I got so pissed I sort of just shut down emotionally. I wish I could have spoken up. I WISH. I was so mad

So...I feel so hurt and pissed at the same time as I write this.

I have had my ADHD assessment done. My primary therapist and psychiatrist both agree that I have adhd.

I had to move cities and needed to get other physical exams done. During that the primary doctor told me he wanted me to go see another psychiatrist because he wanted to rule some stuff out.

I did as told..and that "doctor" just spoke with me for 3 mins and laughed when I said I have adhd. Said "you don't have any of the symptoms". She didn't know my medical history or even checked my adhd report btw. I tried to tell her I had an assessment done and she replied with "just because an assessment says so does not make it true"

I got so pissed I sort of just shut down emotionally. I wish I could have spoken up. I WISH. I was so mad

I purchased a weeded out bound library copy of Soviet Review Volume 2 No. 20 (27 May 1965), titled "Architect of Indo-Soviet Friendship", published by the Information Department of the USSR Embassy in India. It was formerly held by the Nehru Memorial Museum and Library. I can't find references to this issue online. I'm trying to determine its rarity and historical significance.

I am so confused what is happening. It has been a week i have been on non-stimulant and my brain doesn't feel like it is mine anymore.

like i thought today "i wanna brush my hair" AND I GOT UP AND BRUSHED MY HAIR. how?? why?? ik how stupid this sounds. idk what i am saying atp.

And like only my own internal monologue is running, everything else has muted down. i don't know if i am supposed to hate it or love it.

I feel like something is severely wrong with me. it really occurred on a random ass Saturday night.

I am sorry for so much slurring but yea....but this isn't what's concerning me. The same movie songs which i play on repeat to feel that feeling..i don't feel it anymore. my brain just sent "great song. okay" nothing else?? No more long paragraphs on each line and what it can mean in my notepad?

Also I am thinking as i am typing?? Like it isn't like my thoughts are running at the speed of a bullet train and my fingers barely being able to keep up.

Is this what "normal" is supposed to feel? Is something wrong with me?

Weirdly I have severe anxiety too and all this is just making my anxiety worse because this is so confusing!!

Had my first CBT session and I don't know what the actual fuck that was. Constantly being questioned, asking for evidence, at a point it felt like my whole value system was being questioned. Like what my base foundation was.

I couldn't reply after some time.

My brain interpreted it as my therapist might be mad at me and stuff.

Had a full on panic attack when I reached home. I couldn't calm down the whole day. Even after sleeping...I woke up to more panic.

Like....is CBT supposed to do this? Even the thought of going back scares me now.