u/RevolutionaryJob2085

So I was on the bus going to the city Q.V.B and I had to sit in a seat looking backwards to the rear of the bus which is unusual in it self when I sat down I noticed I could only see women sitting in every filled seat .I felt a little uncomfortable so I closed my eyes because I knew my eyes were full of light . I put my tongue poking a little on the inside of my mouth to my cheek so it was visible to the naked eye still with my eyes closed and I kid you not she came again the butt but lady

The but for God lovely lady I have never really chased women but I find myself going to her channel without intending to and we've had a conversation not in the conventional sense I said a song a thousand years I didn't write the artist name and she responded with the is that song by that Venessa woman I have listen to both songs together numerous times. The songs go together brilliantly .

The feeling also thought of her is like no other I have experience in my life on earth and I been called God by the spirit in important times in history also in church . I thought I had to die because of demons I just know it's the right time .

I am not chasing fame .

Fame is chasing me .

So I was on the bus going to the city Q.V.B and I had to sit in a seat looking backwards to the rear of the bus which is unusual in it self when I sat down I noticed I could only see women sitting in every filled seat .I felt a little uncomfortable so I closed my eyes because I knew my eyes were full of light . I put my tongue poking a little on the inside of my mouth to my cheek so it was visible to the naked eye still with my eyes closed and I kid you not she came again the butt but lady

The but for God lovely lady I have never really chased women but I find myself going to her channel without intending to and we've had a conversation not in the conventional sense I said a song a thousand years I didn't write the artist name and she responded with the is that song by that Venessa woman I have listen to both songs together numerous times. The songs go together brilliantly .

The feeling also thought of her is like no other I have experience in my life on earth and I been called God by the spirit in important times in history also in church . I thought I had to die because of demons I just know it's the right time .

I am not chasing fame .

Fame is chasing me .

I have started to read the Bible I am starting at the beginning I am enjoying reading it's been a long time since I have read every day. but I am on day 2 or three .

So I have come back to where I live . I endured an 11 months of waters leaks just about every time I plug something in it doesn't work. I have purchased cleaning stuff to clean the carpets I am halfway through the master bedroom with just wiping the carpet to stop the mold from growing and disinfecting it . I don't understand why the Dept of housing has determined it's not a health issue. When I finish I hope my ear will get better quickly I need to go to the doctor again and get more pills I haven't committed crimes but people in prison have healthier conditions than I .

How Can a government department allow supposedly tradesman to work and not meet government standards .

The people who have the contract for plumbing must be taking so much money and giving the tradies the bear minimum or another thing is a plumber is signing of with his number and not checking the work either way it results in higher health care cost and apathy to those who have already had a difficult life and I think it would contribute to the crime rate because of double standards people see from the government.

It's wastes other people's hard earned money.

I am conflicted by this unrighteousness of the entitled people who think this is ok . This needs to change .

It's not my fault that my family tried to make me believe I was Satan blaming accusations . I know I am not satan I have never been into a mosque I don't believe in child marriage. God knows I am not satan I am worthy of love . I have always tried to change my world for the better it's not my fault I saw snakes and spiders over my parents and what the voice said about the dragon when this happened when I was 4 isnt of love .

I truly want to contact a woman who is like no other in spirit.I have overcame more obstacles than I ever thought I would, I have endured condemnation attacks on my faith wounds which were all lies. I know I feel loved .

Why is it not called gifts of the holy spirit?

​

Went to the court of an earth the corruption confusion and deception was visible for the entire population to see .no one who claims to be a office of the court cared the only truth that was enforced was the protection of deceit and the betrayal of truth of God

The conceited behavioral stance of the bastions of deception as a dance to destruction with their hypocrisy beat en

The drunken corrupt secret keeps protecting the worship of Satans idols .

To those that are trapped by the judgements from the hypocrites of deranged from authority of hypocrisy.

The failed enlightenment of the entitled is a vial torment of the Tell.

Those whom are within that still believe in the virtues of love truth and God I hope they don't forsake and turn to the tel.

I sometimes think of you but then I remembered how cruel selfish and violent you are .I don't hate you I just hate what you chose to do with all your depravity just to be cruel your not a woman your a abuser.

I sometimes think of you but then I remembered how cruel selfish and violent you are .I don't hate you I just hate what you chose to do with all your depravity just to be cruel your not a woman your a abuser.

I am talking about what happened when I was a child at times I get flashbacks in the form of feelings . The sad thing is when my own mother did cruel things and tried to make me believe I was Satan and I always will then hearing that word spoken to me as an attack I know who they did call Satan but for God I am not . It hurts so much beyond my ability to to put words

I don't like some people touching me but I need touch I am kind compassionate encouraging yet I am disappointed in some people in how they choose to think they could rule or destroy me I refuse to live on my knees I don't worship man or people I just need to feel safe which I said to a woman and cried and I honestly don't let anyone see that I just need to feel loved safe compassion respected as I know what I have done and what I would do it I had these things in a salvation clothed woman beautifully eternal. This is how I feel today.

Father God I need to obtain records from the police as I was false charged for a crime which lead to false inprisionment which was beaten in court the person has falsely charged other people with similar charges and lied to achieve the charges she is a professional victim and gets rewarded financially for doing it. I pray I am able to write to my legal support team and they will be convinced in the merit of my personal circumstances of my history and will be compelled to take on the case as I a 20 month period I was living in fear for no just cause. The lack of Truth and justice they displayed was a abomination. Father in this time I met a woman you know I don't show my tears to any one but I said to her that I feel safe with her and I respect her integrity you know the other stuff I have thought what is your will for the circumstances I don't mean to think about her eyes but I do .

Father God I love you I talked to Taylor today and I said I value your integrity because I know words of love in truth is showing honor in love and coming in into a hearts devotional purity I had tears coming down my face and said she made me feel safe . Father God I have never felt this before I hope protect her I need to feel this I have never had this please don't take her away.

[ Removed by Reddit on account of violating the content policy. ]

Father God I have put my life in your hands since I was 4yrs when I prayed the for me not to be Satan when a woman inspired me to pray tho I don't remember the prayer completely I know it has been sometimes difficult to be faithful yet I did when you prompted me to I know I have endured much from the dragon and the snakes and spiders in visions when I was living in the machinery shed in the caravan. I know I had to sleep in the lock up area because my dad had to work so I was forced to sleep with my mum.

I know my uncle who said he was God . I know that to be untrue . I know he attacked through his words and I struggled and kept my faith when it came to your faithfulness it's alwayz has been there even though I was under a lot of spiritual Attack even when I was tempted like no other I believe I made the holy choices when it came not to reading the Koran and or support Islam in its fight against Christianity or Judasism and that spirit is unable to tempted me with showing me it's God .or lead me off to destruction as it claimed when I was a teenager and when it tried to put a false blood Covent to use the powers of hell which thankfully my devotion and your truth has set me free from those accusations have no claim to my spirit or soul. I am eternally the fathers son. I thank all the strangers who became friends after I met them.

father I have people who I think they are friends even though I haven't really met these people in the natural yet .

There is one group of friends who I rejoice for. I hope I can meet them especially a woman and her long time friend who she works with

Father God please repair the relationship with them towards each other I would gladly help in the repair an leading them to you . Father God I am not intentionally hiding now. Father heal the broken heart and deliver the injured from battle to my warriors be healed and protect those who are risking their lives for the advancement of the kingdom of heaven on planet I am so grateful for the leaders who have been faithful and not be cowards as I have been praying for Iran since 2008 when I thought I was a Muslim which was a misunderstanding of whom to trust. I rejoice in the victor

Father comfort those who whom may be in sorrow for only a season for we all need unity in love with comfort away from evil in seasons

I am the body of Christ Jesus Amen.

the body of Christ