u/RoseTintedOyster

2000s, male lead singer but it was a band.

Album cover was a light blue-purple with clouds, and had either a clock or radio to the left side, sitting in a pile of sand, the word “zero” is either a track title or part of the album.

Sound was kinda widest emo but I think also had industrial elements.

Unpopular-ish/non-mainstream band.

I think there was a track called smile? They all had something to do with emotions and dreams

It is most likely from YouTube but maybe available on Spotify

Recently have been listening to Romeo and Cinderella by Doriko on repeat, the song’s lyrics just capture this incredibly intimate but lighthearted feeling despite it’s forbidden romance dilemma.

I would prefer female singers over male…and respectfully, do not recommend Jeff Buckley or anyone similar.

I would also prefer songs that are pop/hyperpop over ballads, but I’m mostly focused on lyrics that are very romantic and a little sad and silly.

Examples of what I’m looking for:

- I’ll do it - Heidi Montag

- Mine - Slayyyter

- I only want to be with you - Tommyfeburary6

- Romeo and Cinderella - Doriko

- Vacation Bible School - Ayesha Erotica

- ILY2 - Charli XCX

- Highschool Sweethearts - Melanie Martinez

- Cyber Sex - Doja Cat

Could be any mix of things. Usually it’s my breathing. I focus on it, unable to break the loop, and cant sleep, because whenever it slows down I’m convinced it’s because I’m dying. Also feel a weird sensation that my breathing is “too clear”—I’ve brought it up to doctors and checked the internet but it seems I’m the only one dealing with this phenomenon. I try to mouth breathe but I always end up switching back to nose breathing.

The closest I’ve found is people feeling unable to get out all the air in their lungs, which I also struggle with.

If it’s not breathing, I think a supplement I took earlier is going to kill me. (Context, I have a lot of deadly allergies) and I assume that there was an ingredient I missed on the label. Or that I overdosed on it.

In addition to medical allergies I’m worried that something I ate was actually something I’m allergic to

Another reason I believe I will die in my sleep is that my clothes will choke me. Whether it’s a regular neckline or a hoodie, it feels like I’m being suffocated.

Also afraid that something in my room is contaminated. Sheets, curtains, a rug, a water bottle. Doesn’t matter. Even though I clean everything consistently I’m worried poisonous insects are going to bite me, or that somehow enough dirt has accumulated to give me a disease.

~5 months ago I got a letter saying my iron was dangerously low after I donated blood, so I also worry that my irons gotten so low that I’m just going to spontaneously die.

Yeah. That’s pretty much it. Sleep is a battle, and I usually sleep in 2-6 hour shifts whenever I’m exhausted to the point that I literally can’t be awake any longer.