u/Rough_Wear_882

It seems people only hang out with him for views because they have their own channel, so if the camera wasn’t there they wouldn’t be hanging out.
He never mentions actually just chilling with anyone offline

Or mick, which I’m sure he only goes to his camps when he’s feeling low and just wants to drink and degrade himself
He nearly died from the drink, Chris is disgusting for getting him pissed up to the point his pisses or shits himself and then posts it for profit

Sell us your morality

We're taught about his birth, and elements of his adult life - but does the Bible go into detail on elements of his teenage years?

Would anybody like to vent or get anything off of their chest? :)
I find speaking to other people who suffer with RJ helpful.

I suffer with RJ and I’m diagnosed with autism and OCD
The worst thing I did was read my partners journal when she asked me to promise never to, when I told her she cried.
At one point in time I felt crazy, I went on medication and got therapy.

My RJ mostly stems from being abused in past relationships so now that I’m in a good one I’m worried I’m not enough even though I am.

I’m doing a lot better now, the cycle would be new thoughts and needing reassurance multiple times a day it was exhausting. Now it’s once every week or two, I get the odd thought but even when I feel the cycle starting I can give myself a ‘time out’ and it fades

So it’s easy to feel alone but we’re not, it’s just stinky brain activity making us sad and anxious. The worst thing I did for reassurance is read my partners journal which was a complete breach of trust, she forgave me though, like the same day I told her even though she was so upset and I just thought wtf am I doing

I went from that to the occasional thought and I only feel like I need reassurance a couple times a month now, when it was multiple times everyday.

I get thoughts daily but I just let them be there, I think of it as an illness or a lil demon trying to get me to be sad or anxious.
Some days I get non at all now

Medication and therapy helped, I think mine stems from past abusive relationships and one of those relationships I was raped. I think it’s not just as simple as being jealous

Ask yourself why you are, 99% of the time it’s because of us not something they did

Can you set up a kickstarter? Can you ask Microsoft or whoever if that will change things, do a kickstarter, do early access. We will give you shit tons of money. I’ve never cared about whether a studio or a game survives before really.

This game and the studio is something else, get things in motion we have money to give you

Hello so I used to use MC a couple years ago but I wasn’t on fluoxetine at the time
I was in an abusive relationship so it just made my anxiety worse but now I’m on fluoxetine my anxiety is better and I’m out of that relationship, but the depression is still there and it worked great for that

I’ve read about serotonin syndrome which sounds scary how likely is that to happen? Can anybody explain it to me please?

I’ve got an appointment on Monday with my old pharmacy alternaleaf so I’ll ask but I’m just itching to know more now lol

Cheers

I’ve been doing a lot better but I really struggle with the relapses, I think because it’s not everyday anymore and my brain is calmer (I’m also autistic with ocd, both diagnosed) when I do relapse it can be really intense. The last time was when I checked my partners phone which is silly, but the bad one was I read some of my partners diary which I feel really guilty and ashamed of. I’ve been forgiven but I don’t forgive myself

I have a lot of PTSD from past relationships, abuse and sexual abuse. So everything is muddled up and everything in my mind is scary

I guess how do I handle relapses? I’m getting therapy and I’m on medication so I’m doing better, but how do I deal with the relapses, I tend to think getting better will be linear but it’s up and down.

Any help on autism, ptsd mixed with RJ? I want to get better for myself and my partner, I don’t want to live in the shadow of my past and RJ